Straight Male / 20
My first confession is that I am a bit tipsy after my third beer. I have seen this site, Adult Confessions before and while some reads were interesting, I never had anything to confess to myself. That changed a few hours ago so I figured what the heck. Might as well contribute while everything is still really fresh and some beer has made me a bit freer to put this into words. First off, I am feeling guilty like hell but for some reason I am happy it happened.
I am a just turned 20 year old male who has for the past few days been moving into my own apartment. Today was the last day of sorting things and putting them where they should go. My mother came to the apartment to help with that and she brought some decorations to help it look nice. My mother is a single mother. Mixes S and SE Asian. Haven't seen or heard of my father since I was 12. She worked hard to raise me and I appreciate that. I always feel an obligation to her since after my father disappeared, she devoted her life to raising me and had no outside interest it seems from that. I was never interested in going off to college but she insisted that I at least enter a local Jr. College or trade school. I chose the trade school and working while attending and there after I am now able to support myself.
OK, enough talk. Let's get to the confession. My mother and I were talking and I made mention of her always being at home when I needed her but at the same time I didn't understand why she didn't get out and meet people, especially men. She said she wasn't interested in meeting people and just wanted to spend her time raising me properly. That was fine I told her but still, couldn't you have met people and still raise me I asked? Maybe she said, and at times I did want to meet other men but always just let it go. What made you want to meet other men only sometimes, I asked thinking it was a pretty lame question after I asked it. Well, she replied, sometimes a Woman just needs a man around. Why, I asked. Well honey, she comes back with, because a Woman has needs just like everyone and I had those needs to but was able to put them off.
Now, my mom is a looker. Petite, 5 foot 3ish, small breasted but seemed still very perky. Slender and has always took care of herself. To others she probably looked 30 or less when she was actually 41. my friends always made comments about being more like a sister than a mother. men always looked at her and I remember how if we attended any function, men were drawn to her in groups. She was definitely a hot mom. Sure, I had inserted her in some of my more pleasure causing fantasies. I imagine my male friends did too and well as some of the men who have met her.
When my mom finished her decorating we sat on my only piece of living room furniture. A sofa she had in the basement entertainment room that she gave me. We sat side by side and faced each other in conversation when out of no where she ask if I am getting my male needs met? I sputtered but said, yeah, I'm OK knowing full well my hand is my closest friend as of late. I got brave and asked, what about your Womanly needs mom, what about them. You say you have always set them aside but how do you satisfy those needs. We have always been able to communicate but we never talked in a sexual way but now we were. Mom told me that she had her ways and that they lived in her bedside table drawer. She then said she has not had a real, live, man inside her for 9 years. I asked if she missed it and she said yes, very much so. I asked if she was now going to go and try to meet some men that could take care of that problem. She answered that maybe she would. She then asked when the last time I had sex with a real person and not my hand was? Damn, she figured me out. I told her that it has been quite some time. Maybe a year. That's not good for a man your age she tells me. I answer that there isn't much I can do about it right now. She looks me right in the eyes and tells me, yes there is. What, I ask?
She takes my hand and places it on her breast. I didn't resist but asked what she was doing. Something I have wanted to do for the past 3 years but it never felt right inside of our own home, she told me. She put her hand on my upper thigh and gently rubbed it. Have you ever thought of sex with your mother, she asked. Be honest. Yes, I have. I mean, you are a really sexy Woman I told her. Her hand slipped to where my now hardening penis was starting to bulge in my sweat pants. My hands reached for her beat inside her top. She then pulled off her top and I my shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra but that was nothing new. He breast were very perky and her fat nipples were jutting out like nothing I have ever seen. She yanked my sweat pants down to my knees and now my boner was aiming towards my face. Hard as a rock. She commented how nice it was it must have been when i was 10 or 11 the last time she seen it. You are bigger than you father she added but I never considered myself that big but hey, what the heck. I wanted to see more so I reached to her waste to undo her pants. She stood up so i could pull them down and she kicked them over her feet. I was starring at a beautiful nude colored bikini pantie hugging her sweet mound. Any thought of this being my own mother had left me by now. I gasped her panties and pulled them down. Damn, smooth as silk with a thing strip of public hair on it. I had to touch it. I caressed it but just wanted to get my finger in her. She sat back down, opened her legs and my finger glided easily into that slippery wet hole. She was slowly stroking my shaft them but when I slipped that finger in she became a little wilder, hungry. She leaned over and placed her mouth over the head of my cock. Wet and warm. She started working her way down and back up my cock. I felt so good. Her hand started playing with my balls and that is new for me. I could feel my wad building and wanting to escape. She took it out of her mouth just long enough to say, let it go. She them went right back to sucking me and pulling on my balls. I exploded. I mean like I have never exploded before. I could feel what seemed like nonstop knots racing through my groin. S squeezed my balls when I was cuming and it felt wonderful. She removed her mouth when she knew the sensation was driving me crazy. My finger was just where I had left it but with what I was going through, it wasn't doing any moving. I started up the action on her again. She asked if I could recover soon because she wanted me in her. I just said I think so.
She pulled me over and pushed my head between her legs. Here is where I get a bit hesitant. I had only been in this position a few times and more times than not, it wasn't a pleasurable aroma. as I got closer I noticed there was no aroma. At least none "I could detect. I moved in and wow, wow, wow. It was sweet tasting even. I went in for more. Mom could definitely sense that I was really inexperienced here so she guided me to concentrate on certain areas. I did as she anted and after a few minutes she started to squirm. I pressed my tongue harder and started slipping it into her as much as I could. I could feel her tightening muscles and then felt her jerking legs around my head. She got off and just said while doing so, thank you, thank you, thank you. I enjoyed my new adventure between her legs and being able to cause her orgasm that my cock was starting to twitch again. As I rose up she told me to fuck her. I said that I wasn't quite ready for that so she said to lay back on the sofa. I did as instructed and her hand surrounded my cock. She dipper her mouth over it and made it more slippery in her hand. It felt really good but I wasn't ready fully yet. She stuck her finger in her mouth for a moment and after she removed it I could feel it touch the back of my balls and slide down to my ass hole. I immediately asked what she was doing and she just said relax. I'll show you a trick. He finger started teasing my ass hole. I tightened up. Nothing had ever been there before. Again, she told me to relax and I tried to do just that. Her finger started slipping into my tight hole and I kept trying to relax. Finally it was in a place where it wasn't so uncomfortable and she started moving her finger slightly. Somewhat rubbing something inside me. Needless to say, I was enjoying that brand new sensation and evidently, so was my cock because it got hard and straight. She continued with her finger in my ass but stroked my cock at the same time. Ready to fuck me, she asked? Yeah, I replied. Do you have any condoms, she added? I'll get one, I replied and reached for a box i had just in case of an emergency. I mean, red blooded males always have them on hand for that, right?
I got the condom and she opened it and started slowly putting it over my cock. I was laying back of the sofa still when she rose up and lowered herself on my rod. Damn, it felt so good. She was tight and she really fit snuggly around my cock as she lowered herself. She was squatting over me raising and lowering herself on me. I could see us clearly as she did so and that in and of itself was super hot. While it was great to watch, I wanted a better position to be able to drive my meat into her. I grabbed her waste and flipped us over and now I was on top, her legs wrapping around my ass trying to pull me in. I started driving into her and her moans told me it was what she wanted. She exploded with an other orgasm. Maybe more than one. Her sounds were something I have never heard before and her body was covered with sweat. Odd I guess because I had never seen her sweat, ever. I was building again and she kept up her rise and fall to meet me. I kept driving into her as far as I could when I just started cuming like crazy. I drove in so it felt like I was cuming deep inside her. God, what an incredible feeling. When my own orgasm and cum stopped, we laid there for a minute, me still inside. I rolled off and she took my cock and removed my condom. She used the cum on me as lube and just caressed my dick with it. I wasn't getting hard but it really felt nice. I returned the favor by caressing her breast. It was crazy.
We both came down from our sexual high and I sat up and she put her head on my lap. We were still completely naked and I could see all of her body. It just looked so nice. This moment was really nice too. I had never had a wind down like this with any girl I had ever been with. Normally it is just fuck and go to sleep. This is so different and so gentle in it's own way. She broke the silence with asking me if I was OK? I said I was and asked if she was. She said yes. She then asked if we are horrible people now? I told her, not at all even though it was starting to dawn on me just who the two were that just had some incredible sex. She said she was sorry for dragging me into this situation and that even though she knew it was wrong, she just longed to be with me this way. I laughed a little and told her that I certainly wasn't dragged and entered this very willingly. I added that I was very happy I did too. She looked at me and smiled, I smiled back.
It was dinner time so we decided to stop at a restaurant that is on the way back to her house. We had a normal dinner and she and I parted in the parking lot. Her to go home and me back to my apartment. Before separating she asked me if I thought there could ever be a repeat of this afternoon? I told her that I was free tomorrow. She said, see you about one and then got in her car and drove off towards home. I went back to my apartment and just got some guilt and decided that I needed a beer or two to help me get through the guilt and let me think it was all good. There of course is no one I could ever share this incredible story with so here I am. Still feeling guilty but watching the clock for tomorrow.
I am a just turned 20 year old male who has for the past few days been moving into my own apartment. Today was the last day of sorting things and putting them where they should go. My mother came to the apartment to help with that and she brought some decorations to help it look nice. My mother is a single mother. Mixes S and SE Asian. Haven't seen or heard of my father since I was 12. She worked hard to raise me and I appreciate that. I always feel an obligation to her since after my father disappeared, she devoted her life to raising me and had no outside interest it seems from that. I was never interested in going off to college but she insisted that I at least enter a local Jr. College or trade school. I chose the trade school and working while attending and there after I am now able to support myself.
OK, enough talk. Let's get to the confession. My mother and I were talking and I made mention of her always being at home when I needed her but at the same time I didn't understand why she didn't get out and meet people, especially men. She said she wasn't interested in meeting people and just wanted to spend her time raising me properly. That was fine I told her but still, couldn't you have met people and still raise me I asked? Maybe she said, and at times I did want to meet other men but always just let it go. What made you want to meet other men only sometimes, I asked thinking it was a pretty lame question after I asked it. Well, she replied, sometimes a Woman just needs a man around. Why, I asked. Well honey, she comes back with, because a Woman has needs just like everyone and I had those needs to but was able to put them off.
Now, my mom is a looker. Petite, 5 foot 3ish, small breasted but seemed still very perky. Slender and has always took care of herself. To others she probably looked 30 or less when she was actually 41. my friends always made comments about being more like a sister than a mother. men always looked at her and I remember how if we attended any function, men were drawn to her in groups. She was definitely a hot mom. Sure, I had inserted her in some of my more pleasure causing fantasies. I imagine my male friends did too and well as some of the men who have met her.
When my mom finished her decorating we sat on my only piece of living room furniture. A sofa she had in the basement entertainment room that she gave me. We sat side by side and faced each other in conversation when out of no where she ask if I am getting my male needs met? I sputtered but said, yeah, I'm OK knowing full well my hand is my closest friend as of late. I got brave and asked, what about your Womanly needs mom, what about them. You say you have always set them aside but how do you satisfy those needs. We have always been able to communicate but we never talked in a sexual way but now we were. Mom told me that she had her ways and that they lived in her bedside table drawer. She then said she has not had a real, live, man inside her for 9 years. I asked if she missed it and she said yes, very much so. I asked if she was now going to go and try to meet some men that could take care of that problem. She answered that maybe she would. She then asked when the last time I had sex with a real person and not my hand was? Damn, she figured me out. I told her that it has been quite some time. Maybe a year. That's not good for a man your age she tells me. I answer that there isn't much I can do about it right now. She looks me right in the eyes and tells me, yes there is. What, I ask?
She takes my hand and places it on her breast. I didn't resist but asked what she was doing. Something I have wanted to do for the past 3 years but it never felt right inside of our own home, she told me. She put her hand on my upper thigh and gently rubbed it. Have you ever thought of sex with your mother, she asked. Be honest. Yes, I have. I mean, you are a really sexy Woman I told her. Her hand slipped to where my now hardening penis was starting to bulge in my sweat pants. My hands reached for her beat inside her top. She then pulled off her top and I my shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra but that was nothing new. He breast were very perky and her fat nipples were jutting out like nothing I have ever seen. She yanked my sweat pants down to my knees and now my boner was aiming towards my face. Hard as a rock. She commented how nice it was it must have been when i was 10 or 11 the last time she seen it. You are bigger than you father she added but I never considered myself that big but hey, what the heck. I wanted to see more so I reached to her waste to undo her pants. She stood up so i could pull them down and she kicked them over her feet. I was starring at a beautiful nude colored bikini pantie hugging her sweet mound. Any thought of this being my own mother had left me by now. I gasped her panties and pulled them down. Damn, smooth as silk with a thing strip of public hair on it. I had to touch it. I caressed it but just wanted to get my finger in her. She sat back down, opened her legs and my finger glided easily into that slippery wet hole. She was slowly stroking my shaft them but when I slipped that finger in she became a little wilder, hungry. She leaned over and placed her mouth over the head of my cock. Wet and warm. She started working her way down and back up my cock. I felt so good. Her hand started playing with my balls and that is new for me. I could feel my wad building and wanting to escape. She took it out of her mouth just long enough to say, let it go. She them went right back to sucking me and pulling on my balls. I exploded. I mean like I have never exploded before. I could feel what seemed like nonstop knots racing through my groin. S squeezed my balls when I was cuming and it felt wonderful. She removed her mouth when she knew the sensation was driving me crazy. My finger was just where I had left it but with what I was going through, it wasn't doing any moving. I started up the action on her again. She asked if I could recover soon because she wanted me in her. I just said I think so.
She pulled me over and pushed my head between her legs. Here is where I get a bit hesitant. I had only been in this position a few times and more times than not, it wasn't a pleasurable aroma. as I got closer I noticed there was no aroma. At least none "I could detect. I moved in and wow, wow, wow. It was sweet tasting even. I went in for more. Mom could definitely sense that I was really inexperienced here so she guided me to concentrate on certain areas. I did as she anted and after a few minutes she started to squirm. I pressed my tongue harder and started slipping it into her as much as I could. I could feel her tightening muscles and then felt her jerking legs around my head. She got off and just said while doing so, thank you, thank you, thank you. I enjoyed my new adventure between her legs and being able to cause her orgasm that my cock was starting to twitch again. As I rose up she told me to fuck her. I said that I wasn't quite ready for that so she said to lay back on the sofa. I did as instructed and her hand surrounded my cock. She dipper her mouth over it and made it more slippery in her hand. It felt really good but I wasn't ready fully yet. She stuck her finger in her mouth for a moment and after she removed it I could feel it touch the back of my balls and slide down to my ass hole. I immediately asked what she was doing and she just said relax. I'll show you a trick. He finger started teasing my ass hole. I tightened up. Nothing had ever been there before. Again, she told me to relax and I tried to do just that. Her finger started slipping into my tight hole and I kept trying to relax. Finally it was in a place where it wasn't so uncomfortable and she started moving her finger slightly. Somewhat rubbing something inside me. Needless to say, I was enjoying that brand new sensation and evidently, so was my cock because it got hard and straight. She continued with her finger in my ass but stroked my cock at the same time. Ready to fuck me, she asked? Yeah, I replied. Do you have any condoms, she added? I'll get one, I replied and reached for a box i had just in case of an emergency. I mean, red blooded males always have them on hand for that, right?
I got the condom and she opened it and started slowly putting it over my cock. I was laying back of the sofa still when she rose up and lowered herself on my rod. Damn, it felt so good. She was tight and she really fit snuggly around my cock as she lowered herself. She was squatting over me raising and lowering herself on me. I could see us clearly as she did so and that in and of itself was super hot. While it was great to watch, I wanted a better position to be able to drive my meat into her. I grabbed her waste and flipped us over and now I was on top, her legs wrapping around my ass trying to pull me in. I started driving into her and her moans told me it was what she wanted. She exploded with an other orgasm. Maybe more than one. Her sounds were something I have never heard before and her body was covered with sweat. Odd I guess because I had never seen her sweat, ever. I was building again and she kept up her rise and fall to meet me. I kept driving into her as far as I could when I just started cuming like crazy. I drove in so it felt like I was cuming deep inside her. God, what an incredible feeling. When my own orgasm and cum stopped, we laid there for a minute, me still inside. I rolled off and she took my cock and removed my condom. She used the cum on me as lube and just caressed my dick with it. I wasn't getting hard but it really felt nice. I returned the favor by caressing her breast. It was crazy.
We both came down from our sexual high and I sat up and she put her head on my lap. We were still completely naked and I could see all of her body. It just looked so nice. This moment was really nice too. I had never had a wind down like this with any girl I had ever been with. Normally it is just fuck and go to sleep. This is so different and so gentle in it's own way. She broke the silence with asking me if I was OK? I said I was and asked if she was. She said yes. She then asked if we are horrible people now? I told her, not at all even though it was starting to dawn on me just who the two were that just had some incredible sex. She said she was sorry for dragging me into this situation and that even though she knew it was wrong, she just longed to be with me this way. I laughed a little and told her that I certainly wasn't dragged and entered this very willingly. I added that I was very happy I did too. She looked at me and smiled, I smiled back.
It was dinner time so we decided to stop at a restaurant that is on the way back to her house. We had a normal dinner and she and I parted in the parking lot. Her to go home and me back to my apartment. Before separating she asked me if I thought there could ever be a repeat of this afternoon? I told her that I was free tomorrow. She said, see you about one and then got in her car and drove off towards home. I went back to my apartment and just got some guilt and decided that I needed a beer or two to help me get through the guilt and let me think it was all good. There of course is no one I could ever share this incredible story with so here I am. Still feeling guilty but watching the clock for tomorrow.
