Straight Female / 45
the truth about is that i am a asshole in my own way.
Is it cruel to chuckle when you see that the one who broke your heart is a little hurt by your silence?
It's like she has no idea what she did! She means no harm to me, and I'm not mad at her, but seeing that sorrow on her face when I ignore her trying to get my attention- it's just kind of sad. If she fixed things earlier on, we could've really blossomed, but no.
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A little cruel but human.
ANONYMOUSMarch Reply
silence is were god is so she is probably a lot happier then you think and just putting on a show of sad for you. a lot of people will entertain you and humor you and behind your back they are doing opposite. I used to often play facial games with men and women. verbal games and silence games and over acting games. over boasting games. its fun. have you ever seen how pity a poor older person who talks about himself all the time will get because he was rejected at work, bullied and abused etc. and women, being the show off when you are really so sad but fake love and fake happy and fake success. i have seen heaps doing it. the fake holding a strangers hand to offer fake charm, seen politician do this recently to a old man. so I was like "OH REALLY" over excitable shock to her and underneath i was laughing and thought she was a twit. you really need to wake up to the world, its not easy being green. everyone is a player dude.
ANONYMOUSMarchReply
ye h I used to look longingly into my boss doctors eyes to fuck in his head sometimes and it worked then I would just mock and laugh. people did it to me so i often do it back now. its back fired a few times when i really liked a guy but then i am less likely to show i like them when i really do. i spent about 10 years critizing this guy who is the media face for a company i liked him the whole time but i met up with women who hated him with a passion and i knew why we all had been burnt by men like him so we just took it out on him . I even do it to harry and megs and william and kate, what ever mean things my sister did to me or others i throw at them. its fun others do it to, when you get with a group that do it you just get caught in the moment of it and later think 'fuck am i a ass or what?" but laugh anyway. its just human nature to fuck in peoples heads. like a guy said to me once "its fun fucking in peoples heads" and it is.
ANONYMOUS March
she probably gone around telling everyone you broke her heart and all the diss on you out. so look out boy. she got you.
ANONYMOUSMarch 26, 2019 1:19 amReply
I spent about 20 years hating on a male politician with a group of women and I liked him but one day I might tell him, its just us younger women where so burnt by men and the system we didn't know how to love or like anymore it was easier to be mean and a a**h*** . sorry but
true
this is what you do when you been hurt so much and are 30 and have no friends no ego and no job and no people caressing your ego. nothing to support your ego like a hot body, baby, friends, dates or whatever you need. you just do it because.
Angel Eyes
ABBA
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
I keep thinking,
Last night I was taking a walk along the river
And I saw him together with a young girl
And the look that he gave her made me shiver
'Cause he always used to look at me that way
Then I thought maybe I should walk right up to her and say
Ah-ha-ha, it's a game he likes to play
Look into his angeleyes
One look and you're hypnotized
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Oh no no no no
Ah-ha-ha, keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
I keep thinking
Sometimes when I'm lonely I sit and think about him
And it hurts to remember all the good times
When I thought I could never live without him
And I wonder does it have to be the same
Every time when I see him, will it bring back all the pain?
Ah-ha-ha, how can I forget that name?
Look into his angeleyes
One look and you're hypnotized
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Crazy 'bout his angeleyes
Angeleyes
He took my heart and now I pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
Then one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Oh no no no no
Keep thinking,
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
Keep thinking,
Keep thinking, I had to pay the price
Songwriters: Benny Andersson / Bjoern K
its funny how it never hurts to remember i just see a dickhead he was toxic and he spread it like a disease. I am lucky I can't remember most of it most of them who I did it to. I am a late bloomer I only started doing this at 35. nothing and no one hurts me now.
Is it cruel to chuckle when you see that the one who broke your heart is a little hurt by your silence?
It's like she has no idea what she did! She means no harm to me, and I'm not mad at her, but seeing that sorrow on her face when I ignore her trying to get my attention- it's just kind of sad. If she fixed things earlier on, we could've really blossomed, but no.
SHARE ON
A little cruel but human.
ANONYMOUSMarch Reply
silence is were god is so she is probably a lot happier then you think and just putting on a show of sad for you. a lot of people will entertain you and humor you and behind your back they are doing opposite. I used to often play facial games with men and women. verbal games and silence games and over acting games. over boasting games. its fun. have you ever seen how pity a poor older person who talks about himself all the time will get because he was rejected at work, bullied and abused etc. and women, being the show off when you are really so sad but fake love and fake happy and fake success. i have seen heaps doing it. the fake holding a strangers hand to offer fake charm, seen politician do this recently to a old man. so I was like "OH REALLY" over excitable shock to her and underneath i was laughing and thought she was a twit. you really need to wake up to the world, its not easy being green. everyone is a player dude.
ANONYMOUSMarchReply
ye h I used to look longingly into my boss doctors eyes to fuck in his head sometimes and it worked then I would just mock and laugh. people did it to me so i often do it back now. its back fired a few times when i really liked a guy but then i am less likely to show i like them when i really do. i spent about 10 years critizing this guy who is the media face for a company i liked him the whole time but i met up with women who hated him with a passion and i knew why we all had been burnt by men like him so we just took it out on him . I even do it to harry and megs and william and kate, what ever mean things my sister did to me or others i throw at them. its fun others do it to, when you get with a group that do it you just get caught in the moment of it and later think 'fuck am i a ass or what?" but laugh anyway. its just human nature to fuck in peoples heads. like a guy said to me once "its fun fucking in peoples heads" and it is.
ANONYMOUS March
she probably gone around telling everyone you broke her heart and all the diss on you out. so look out boy. she got you.
ANONYMOUSMarch 26, 2019 1:19 amReply
I spent about 20 years hating on a male politician with a group of women and I liked him but one day I might tell him, its just us younger women where so burnt by men and the system we didn't know how to love or like anymore it was easier to be mean and a a**h*** . sorry but
true
this is what you do when you been hurt so much and are 30 and have no friends no ego and no job and no people caressing your ego. nothing to support your ego like a hot body, baby, friends, dates or whatever you need. you just do it because.
Angel Eyes
ABBA
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
I keep thinking,
Last night I was taking a walk along the river
And I saw him together with a young girl
And the look that he gave her made me shiver
'Cause he always used to look at me that way
Then I thought maybe I should walk right up to her and say
Ah-ha-ha, it's a game he likes to play
Look into his angeleyes
One look and you're hypnotized
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Oh no no no no
Ah-ha-ha, keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
I keep thinking
Sometimes when I'm lonely I sit and think about him
And it hurts to remember all the good times
When I thought I could never live without him
And I wonder does it have to be the same
Every time when I see him, will it bring back all the pain?
Ah-ha-ha, how can I forget that name?
Look into his angeleyes
One look and you're hypnotized
He'll take your heart and you must pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
And one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Crazy 'bout his angeleyes
Angeleyes
He took my heart and now I pay the price
Look into his angeleyes
You'll think you're in paradise
Then one day you'll find out he wears a disguise
Don't look too deep into those angeleyes
Oh no no no no
Keep thinking,
Keep thinking 'bout his angeleyes
Keep thinking,
Keep thinking, I had to pay the price
Songwriters: Benny Andersson / Bjoern K
its funny how it never hurts to remember i just see a dickhead he was toxic and he spread it like a disease. I am lucky I can't remember most of it most of them who I did it to. I am a late bloomer I only started doing this at 35. nothing and no one hurts me now.
