Spent a lot of time lurking on here getting hot readimg all the sexy confessions. Never had a gay experience, never wanked off with friends when i was younger etc.

So on a recemt work trip an opportunity came about with a guy in the hotel bar amd he asked me back to his room. In a bad place in my marriage and decided to go for it, spurred on by amazing sex everyone talks about on here.

He gave me head it was alright but very awkward. He asked me to suck him and i thought why not.

I have to say the fantasy was way better than the reality, neither of us shot a load and i decided this wasnt for me.

Ever since ive beem wracked by guilt over the betrayal to my family.

Now 3 weeks later i have an appointment at the clinic as i've developed tue worst sore throat. Heres hoping its nothing but iim certain ive got an std to go along with the guilt.


Each to their own and hats off to everyone having fun with the casual sex etc but for me i wish id let the fantasy as exactly that.