This isn't as much a confession, as it is an admission of where and who I am right now.
Growing up I always had a desire to be close, sexually, with both sexes, but suppressed the gay angle of my desires. Dating girls, enjoying sex with them and eventually meeting then marrying my wife, I genuinely thought my gay leanings were put to bed.
In September of last year, so 2018, I had a free afternoon at home to myself, and decided to relax by masturbating. Watching some porn on my lap top, I soon found myself whacking off to gay porn and really enjoyed watching clips with guys getting fucked by women wearing strap ons.
After ejaculating from a really intense orgasm, I made a note on some paper about the scene I'd last watched, as it was so sexually arousing and amazingly real to me.
Nearly a week later my wife was sat waiting for me when I got home from work. She smiled as I entered, looked down at the lap top she'd placed on the coffee table and then tossed me a piece of paper. Asking me to look at it, then to look at the lap top, my heart sank as I realised the paper was the same piece I'd written the note to myself on.
Welcoming me to sit next to her, she told me she'd found it on our bedroom floor three days before. When I looked confused at her, she told me she'd waited for a reason. As she said it, she turned the lap top to face me and pressed play.
The same porn film began that I'd finished masturbating myself to, and as it played I heard my wife say "So you like to be fucked, just like the guys on here I guess". I went to protest I'd not had any form of gay sex, or had any type of anal stimulation from anyone, including her, when she tossed me a wrapped parcel. Looking even more confused I guess, she told me to open it.
Doing as she asked, I found myself unopening a dildo, which had a harness with it. Putting her right hand down to my crotch, my wife, the woman I thought was going to at least have an argument only moments before, rubbed my growing cock through my trousers and said "Lets see if it fits up that arsehole of yours".
Along with the dildo, there was some lube and wipes. Asking me where i'd like her to try on, in me, I answered in the only way I thought I could, but telling her "Anywhere you want".
It took nearly Quarter of an hour for my wife to fully (By hand at first) to insert the dildo up my arse. She'd already had us strip naked, step into our shower and had sucked on my cock, making me so horny for sex. The insert breaker if you like, was reaching behind me as she slowly pressed the head of the dildo into my rear, and fingering her pussy. Her soft moan as my fingers entered her soaking wet pussy, had my arsehole relaxing and in sailed that eight inch phallus into my bowels.
Fucking me for a brief time until it fully buried up my arse, she then pulled it our, had me lean further over and shuffled about. Telling me she was now wearing it, I turned to see my wife wearing the strap dildo, as I'd seen the woman fucking her partner in the porn film. Putting it to my rear hole, she leaned in, kissed my neck and thrust in.
I'd be lying to say i wasn't apprehensive when it all began, but as she fucked me, I growingly accepted my wife was getting just as much joy out of fucking me, as I was being fucked.
After only about five to ten minutes, I had my first ever experience of orgasming without having to stroke, wank or touch my own cock. The climax when it flowed right through me, was so strong, I found myself sinking down onto the dildo, which in turn only added to the feeling of absolute pleasure.
Once I'd finished cumming all over the shower floor, my wife pulled out the dildo from my arsehole and told me it was her turn. I knew what she wanted, so I kneeled in behind of her, pulled her arse cheeks apart and began to lick and tongue her pussy, clit and arsehole.
Telling me how great it felt, my wife climaxed all over my face and told me as her orgasm settled, my role wasn't finished.
My wife now has a set of pictures from that second amazing sexual encounter with the strap on. On our bed later on, she enticed me to take it anally as she knelt behind me. She took the pictures on her phone and sent them to me afterwards. I've still got those pictures of her fucking me for the second time, and they look so horny.
She's now just as horny to fuck me, as I am to stuff her holes with my cock, and we've moved on too. We have a larger array of dildo's which the harness, and a few hand held dildo's she loves to fuck me with. We're still very much having sex in a normal sense. But we also now have my anal fun when either of us is horny for it.
And to put in a side sexual aspect, she's recently begun to ask me if I'd let a guy fuck me, and have her watching. I ahven't said yes, but I haven't said no either.