Straight Male / 20
I have had a fantasy for years of my mom cheating on my dad.
This started when I found a blog on Tumblr for cuckold captions I got off to this and then did the normal Tumblr search method of going through a blog's followers/followed blogs. I found similar blogs and kept searching through until I found one that was similar, but focused on moms instead of girlfriends. One in particular was posting pictures of followers moms. I got off to this more and eventually found subreddits as well as an online chat for this stuff. I talked to people about this for a while and ditched out when they asked for a pics, preferring just to rp or chat.
After a while, I started sending blurred/cropped images of her. Jump to now and I am sending fully unedited pictures and having people tell me what they would do to get off. I have considered very rarely connecting people to her to see if something would happen, but decided not to as my parents are a happy, strong couple and I wouldn't want to damage their relationship (Not to mention that my relationship with my parents would also be at risk, as well as my mom's privacy).
I've gone through her phone and social media hoping to find something and found out that my parents were on a swingers site, old and new conversations and risqué photos, but nothing to indicate she has slept with someone else inside or outside of the relationship.
I'm at a point now where fantasizing about someone having sex with my mom is one of the few things that gets me off. I'm well aware that this is probably a really gross, disrespectful and wrong thing and feel embarassed even admitting to it but I also struggle with the discipline to keep myself from it for too long.
This started when I found a blog on Tumblr for cuckold captions I got off to this and then did the normal Tumblr search method of going through a blog's followers/followed blogs. I found similar blogs and kept searching through until I found one that was similar, but focused on moms instead of girlfriends. One in particular was posting pictures of followers moms. I got off to this more and eventually found subreddits as well as an online chat for this stuff. I talked to people about this for a while and ditched out when they asked for a pics, preferring just to rp or chat.
After a while, I started sending blurred/cropped images of her. Jump to now and I am sending fully unedited pictures and having people tell me what they would do to get off. I have considered very rarely connecting people to her to see if something would happen, but decided not to as my parents are a happy, strong couple and I wouldn't want to damage their relationship (Not to mention that my relationship with my parents would also be at risk, as well as my mom's privacy).
I've gone through her phone and social media hoping to find something and found out that my parents were on a swingers site, old and new conversations and risqué photos, but nothing to indicate she has slept with someone else inside or outside of the relationship.
I'm at a point now where fantasizing about someone having sex with my mom is one of the few things that gets me off. I'm well aware that this is probably a really gross, disrespectful and wrong thing and feel embarassed even admitting to it but I also struggle with the discipline to keep myself from it for too long.
