Is it cheating, if your husband hasn't had and isn't capable of having sex with you, because he can't lay off the alcohol long enough to get a hard on.
It's been nearly a year since he put his cock into me. I missed it, and believe me I've tried and tried to encourage him to reduce, not stop, his drinking and I dress sexily for him, hoping he'll see what he's missing.
I am the wrong side of thirty, yet I've kept myself fit, healthy and am considered to be very good looking. All throughout our eight year marriage, I'd been faithful, even though I'd had countless offers from men and a few women to have sex. If he would sort himself out and seek help for his drinking, I'd willingly stop seeing the two men I now have sex with on a regular basis.
One of them is a gym instructor at the gym I attend three times a week. The other is a totally different prospect, as he's a twenty year old neighbor of ours. It's his cock I get to enjoy the most and we see each other as just sexual release. He's so cool about fucking an older woman and fucks me like I'm a slut, which I love at the minute.
Even so, I still miss my husband taking me the way he used to, and I miss the intimacy of love making I don't have with the other two men.
So am I cheating, or just getting by sexually using two guys who love to fuck me.