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Gay Confessions
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Straight Male / 45
At boarding school, I used to love watching the boy in the next bed being r**ed by one of the older boys.
My pulse would race and I'd be hard as a rock as this guy, Billy, would creep into the room and turn on the bedside light. My room-mate, Jon, would start begging – even after he'd been had dozens of times as the months rolled by, he'd still always beg. There was just something about the look in his eyes – the panic, the pleading look at me to do something, the realisation that no-one was going to help him, then the way they widened in shock as he felt a hard dick slide into his ass. That's what I loved to do – look right into his face as they fucked. I masturbated in time to the r**e.
I even asked Billy to always make sure Jon was looking my way before he really set to work. At first this used to make me finish too quickly, but I eventually learned to control myself so I could look right into his eyes and masturbate as he was slowly r**ed. Billy would always take it slow to avoid making a noise and drawing attention, so it always lasted a good 10 minutes or more.
There was something about knowing it was non-consensual that turned me on so much - knowing he was being r**ed (RAPED! I loved the sound of the word!) and was hating every second, but just had to lie there and feel his stretched ring-piece tightly grip the shaft of Billy's dick as it slowly pumped away inside him. The psychological agony was written all over his face and it was delicious.
Then Billy would grunt and Jon's face would crumple as knew he was getting hot, slimy spurts of Billy's semen pumped right up him. I loved it when I could manage to ejaculate at the same time - it would be amazingly intense. I know some people will think me sick, but this happened at least twice a week and I absolutely loved it!
There's a reunion this summer. Billy is up for it, so a few of us are going to take my old roommate off somewhere quiet...and the two of them are going to fuck again. And if Jon doesn't cooperate (which he won't), we're going to damn well force him to straddle Billy's dick, just like the old days. And it'll be recorded on smartphone to give us some leverage and ensure future co-operation. I can hardly wait!
My pulse would race and I'd be hard as a rock as this guy, Billy, would creep into the room and turn on the bedside light. My room-mate, Jon, would start begging – even after he'd been had dozens of times as the months rolled by, he'd still always beg. There was just something about the look in his eyes – the panic, the pleading look at me to do something, the realisation that no-one was going to help him, then the way they widened in shock as he felt a hard dick slide into his ass. That's what I loved to do – look right into his face as they fucked. I masturbated in time to the r**e.
I even asked Billy to always make sure Jon was looking my way before he really set to work. At first this used to make me finish too quickly, but I eventually learned to control myself so I could look right into his eyes and masturbate as he was slowly r**ed. Billy would always take it slow to avoid making a noise and drawing attention, so it always lasted a good 10 minutes or more.
There was something about knowing it was non-consensual that turned me on so much - knowing he was being r**ed (RAPED! I loved the sound of the word!) and was hating every second, but just had to lie there and feel his stretched ring-piece tightly grip the shaft of Billy's dick as it slowly pumped away inside him. The psychological agony was written all over his face and it was delicious.
Then Billy would grunt and Jon's face would crumple as knew he was getting hot, slimy spurts of Billy's semen pumped right up him. I loved it when I could manage to ejaculate at the same time - it would be amazingly intense. I know some people will think me sick, but this happened at least twice a week and I absolutely loved it!
There's a reunion this summer. Billy is up for it, so a few of us are going to take my old roommate off somewhere quiet...and the two of them are going to fuck again. And if Jon doesn't cooperate (which he won't), we're going to damn well force him to straddle Billy's dick, just like the old days. And it'll be recorded on smartphone to give us some leverage and ensure future co-operation. I can hardly wait!
