Where I am now. I turned 30 and I am currently pregnant with my second child. I am not married, I have never been married. The father of my second child is also the father of my first child, which I had when I was seventeen. I managed to get a GED and I have a job working as a customer representative in a call center. My baby daddy works part time for a beer distributor and when he got his GED he became a volunteer fireman. He has kids with other women, one when he was still a teen and she had his kid at the same time I did and the others are women that he met since he left school. In other words there is no child support coming my way.

I get the treatment, that is what we call it. I am very close to two of the other women and we talk and we all know about the treatment. My boss who is Anglo and went to college calls me stupid, stupid because I know that he is never going to pay child support, stupid because I could do better. I live with my grandmother and my sister, we have all the family in the house that we need. What my Anglo boss does not understand is the heat I have. He has the key to my house. I want this child, I have wanted this child for a long time. He doesn't understand that the heat never goes away. When I am caliente I do not want a sweater I want my man. But he is not a woman so he will never understand.