We were thirteen and I had already had a couple of wet dreams. I was at my friend's house, his father was the town doctor and we were going through his library looking for medical books or magazines that had pictures of naked women. What we found was much worse, or much better, depending your point of view. We found a magazine, in black and white and it had pictures of men with hard dicks, some were leaking cum, others were just hard and others had a guy about to put the dick in his mouth. We thumbed through the magazine from cover to cover and put it right back where it was in his bookshelf.

My friend told me several years later that he had found another one of those magazines. We went through it, page by page, those enormous dicks with milk covering their dick, some guy holding a dick in his hand and his mouth open, some guy bent over so you could see the crack of his ass, and those beautiful faces made you want to kiss their lips. My dick was really hard and I was leaking and my friend looked at me like what is going on. I asked him if I could keep the magazine and I promised to return it. That night I got into bed and pushed my pajama pants and underwear down and stroked myself as I looked at those pictures, just imagining that I was the one with the dick in my hand about to put it in my mouth. I came so hard, pumped all the way up my chest, I must have had a gallon in there. I took my finger and took my semen and licked my fingers.

I started to check out the other guys in my class when we showered after gym class. Everyone had small dicks including me, or they looked small compared to the magazine dicks, but they weren't hard so I really couldn't tell. My gym teacher caught me staring and after class he asked me what was going on. I tried to explain but he told me it was ok but I needed to be careful some of the guys may not want me staring at them like that. Several days later I was in the bathroom of gym and the teacher came in and he stood beside me and looked at my dick and asked me if I knew how to whack off. He fiddled with his dick and stood back from the urinal so that I could see his dick and he peed. He let me look all I wanted which was several very long minutes. He put his hand on my head and said I was going to do ok.

He called me into his office and he talked to me about college and ran his hand through my hair, and down my side and on my hip and then he reached and put his hand over my dick. He talked to me as he used his hand to squeeze my dick in my pants, I got hard and he took my dick in his hand and squeezed it tight, he was looking at me, he was maybe a couple of inches taller and while he held my dick in his hand he kissed me, when I stepped back he told me to stand still and get closer and he kissed me again, a long kiss and I started to cum in my pants. He said it was all right and he unzipped his pants and asked me if I wanted to touch it, to hold it in my hand, and then if I wanted to sit down in his chair and suck his dick for him.

I ate cum that afternoon, and a couple of days later he treated me to my first fuck. I went off to college that fall and found a group of guys who liked dick and we partied and fucked all through college. My friend from my teen years, the son of the town doctor, I had returned the magazine to him and I never saw another one quite like that. He is straight, married a girl. As to his father the doc, maybe he kept ordering those magazines, if he did I am sure that he jerked off.