At 15 I was seduced by a 42 year old, beautiful woman. She was rich and bought me many things, she was beautiful and taught me how to kiss, and to make love. The problem is that she made me lick her pussy, and she never wiped herself after she peed. She tasted horrible, the only time it was pleasant were the times I could get her right out of the pool, or in the shower together before going to bed. She was the one who broke my hymen with her fingers, introduced me to anal and regular sex with fingers and with dildos, mostly strapons. She ran into some harder financial times, and had to go back to her husband to keep the money flowing so she could keep living the way she preferred.

I immediately decided I didn't want another woman experience and in fact, no experience. It was almost a year and a half before I let a man in. I was, and am still a teen, and he is 26. He is very dominating and I find I like that a lot. The only thing is that he likes to lick my pussy and I can't stand the idea of anyone doing that. I'm so afraid I smell and taste like her. I finally told him about her and he says that I "taste like a rain drop" (found out later that's from a song!). I let him but he's frustrated that I don't enjoy it. I just can't shake the bad experiences in the past.