Straight Female / 30
Ever with you were a man? I do. I know that is never going to happen, it is like wishing you were born in the year 1200 A.D. I am not mistreated, I have a college education, I have traveled to many parts of the world, I was never m****ted. That's all.
In part it is the body parts, in parts it is the social part, in part it is having to put up with being touched and kissed all the time. Once many years ago I touched a man's penis. Just touched it. Never again. Even though I would like to be a man I don't think I would like the penis part. I was on a train one day and a woman sat beside me, she rubbed against me the entire way. Wasn't the seat big enough for two? Why would she rub against me? I didn't stop her, it didn't bother me to have her lean against me even if I didn't know her.
But to get back to the man thing. It is like wishing to be on the moon, how cool is that? To be able to walk up to an elevator and stare at the people and they make room for you. To be able to sit down and get served at dinner. To be able to just wave your finger and end the conversation.
I am Japanese by the way, born and raised in California, I don't like the way Japanese men treat me and I don't like how Japanese men look. My idea of what a man should look like is more like Joe the Plumber, big and beefy and with strong hands and arms and how he smiles. I like to see men with large bodies, not big and tall, but large bodies with lots of body hair, the gorilla look. If I was a man that is the type I am talking about.
I have been touched by another girl and that was in college. I went to school in Utah by the way because my family is Mormon. She got in my bed and she touched me, I was trembling but her hands were so soft and gentle and she was so tender touching me. She put my hand on her and helped my hand touch her. I was the first Asian girl that she touched. She got together with a girl from the Mid-West and lives in Cincinnati now.
I am living in Washington D.C. and I work for a research company, fact checking and research on what politicians do. We sell our services and reports to lobby's, to politicians, to news media. I met a girl here, she is from Puerto Rico, born and raised and she is living here working for a lobbyist as a gopher girl. She is 26 and she and I live in the same Condo, we both rent our tiny little efficiencies. She is small like me, I keep fantasizing about being a man when I am with her. What would Joe the Plumber do? Would he hold her hand, would he just lean over and kiss her, would he get an erection? Would Joe the Plumber just say 'hey you, get over here and bring me a beer"?
I feel like I have an erection when I am with her. She smiles at me, would she smile at Joe the Plumber like that? Right now I want to be a man and just tell her that she is going be with me or whatever men do. I want her to obey me, to say yes ma'am, to stand straight when she sees me, to give me respect. Right now I would like to be a man. I want to be Joe the Plumber.
In part it is the body parts, in parts it is the social part, in part it is having to put up with being touched and kissed all the time. Once many years ago I touched a man's penis. Just touched it. Never again. Even though I would like to be a man I don't think I would like the penis part. I was on a train one day and a woman sat beside me, she rubbed against me the entire way. Wasn't the seat big enough for two? Why would she rub against me? I didn't stop her, it didn't bother me to have her lean against me even if I didn't know her.
But to get back to the man thing. It is like wishing to be on the moon, how cool is that? To be able to walk up to an elevator and stare at the people and they make room for you. To be able to sit down and get served at dinner. To be able to just wave your finger and end the conversation.
I am Japanese by the way, born and raised in California, I don't like the way Japanese men treat me and I don't like how Japanese men look. My idea of what a man should look like is more like Joe the Plumber, big and beefy and with strong hands and arms and how he smiles. I like to see men with large bodies, not big and tall, but large bodies with lots of body hair, the gorilla look. If I was a man that is the type I am talking about.
I have been touched by another girl and that was in college. I went to school in Utah by the way because my family is Mormon. She got in my bed and she touched me, I was trembling but her hands were so soft and gentle and she was so tender touching me. She put my hand on her and helped my hand touch her. I was the first Asian girl that she touched. She got together with a girl from the Mid-West and lives in Cincinnati now.
I am living in Washington D.C. and I work for a research company, fact checking and research on what politicians do. We sell our services and reports to lobby's, to politicians, to news media. I met a girl here, she is from Puerto Rico, born and raised and she is living here working for a lobbyist as a gopher girl. She is 26 and she and I live in the same Condo, we both rent our tiny little efficiencies. She is small like me, I keep fantasizing about being a man when I am with her. What would Joe the Plumber do? Would he hold her hand, would he just lean over and kiss her, would he get an erection? Would Joe the Plumber just say 'hey you, get over here and bring me a beer"?
I feel like I have an erection when I am with her. She smiles at me, would she smile at Joe the Plumber like that? Right now I want to be a man and just tell her that she is going be with me or whatever men do. I want her to obey me, to say yes ma'am, to stand straight when she sees me, to give me respect. Right now I would like to be a man. I want to be Joe the Plumber.
