Gay Male / 21
I'm a predominantly gay male. How I know it is just like a straight guy, you're the orientation of that gender you can feel romantic & want a lasting relationship. Sex acts don't always mean I orientation. I had two different BFs since I was 15. First was at 15 then when I was 16 & that one lasted 2 yrs. I was a good kid. I never got in trouble or did any type drug. I never had hookups either not that's bad. I realized early what I had going for me & all the things against me. I had a lot against me. My family was lower mid class no college. Money was always hard but no one ever took welfare. They'd live on a street before that. Both parents worked long hrs. My dad did construction 60 hr weeks outdoors in hot or cold. I did terrible in school. I have a slight learning disability & math comes hard. My spelling is bad. I tried hard at times but I'm not college material. My IQ actually scored 130 when my parents took me in to find out what was wrong but this learning disability seems to drain any IQ but I come up with great ideas others don't so it's all strange. Anyhow, on a positive side, I have well above avg looks. I'm the tall guy with the good looks & I have a big penis. Looks won't last forever & after 40 or 50, I hear, there is ED or other problems that start for a lot of guys so it's now or never imo. This is why I started escorting. I was told I might get good pay in modeling but it was going to take time & I wasn't going to do porn videos. Too much of that is all free anyhow. I learned fast at 18 that in porn, guys get paid a lot to do with other guys but in escorting, it's often opposite.
My first escorting date was a 55 year old woman. She looks very good for her age. She has a LOT of money as in tens of millions. She didn't want to go alone to parties or places to eat but she wanted a hot guy with a background screen who isn't on something or anyone arrested. She also wanted STI status. Place I worked with is harsh in screening but that's good. She liked me instantly. I liked her too. I got many callbacks from her but it was NEVER sex. Just go out to parties or where she eats at expensive restaurants etc. I was to be as 21 at parties then order a coke or something elsewhere but play as 21. She knew I was 18. She'd done that with other guys but she really liked me most. I found other women similar to her who wanted about the same thing up all night at glam parties as the date but it wasn't sexual other than a kiss, dancing & holding in front of people. I was making BIG money. More in a night than my dad made in two weeks. I was happy with that. I was having fun & although I didn't think I'd ever want to do it with a female, a few did rub it through my pants making it hard. I think any guy gets hard no matter if gay rubs straight or whatever unless you're like really old 90 or something. My work went like this over a year. No sex. I was too busy working to date any guy but I saw lots of very hot other guys when I was working. I could tell some were gay. Others, I wasn't sure. I did & do want that forever relationship of romance, love & total commitment with some good sex but I figure it can wait a few years while I work while I can. I'm very good at what I do so there is no learning disability about that. I'm an honest type person not criminal type so it's just who I am & that comes off well imo. I don't try to scam anyone. I'd not do that. I know what being hurt is. I'd not harm anyone. Just last year on my job which does say NO FULL SEXUAL ACTIVITY. That means no penetration & also to get them to not go for any sex. That changed one night. I was on a date with a lady who was 62. She can pass for 42. She can put most 22 yr old to shame. She has massive money. Her husband divorced her & he's famous per acting. She got a lot. I was hired 600 for the night just to party some & out to eat etc. Yes, that is $600.00 for a date with no sex! It can last up to 12 hrs. She got me drinks from server at table then at the party she had me drink. I could feel it. She rubbed my penis under table. It got hard from that. She told me after date, she wanted me to make love to her! I told her I can't per the contract with place & what if I was gay? She said I'd not be on their hrs & any such things as gay, bi, straight. It's humanity & we are all sexual creatures. I never thought of it like that.
That night, I went to her mansion. I ended up sleeping a while because her servant aka assistant who tends to house gave me more drinks. I woke up in her bed with my pants down. She was in bed smiling & telling me things of how I looked & she held my penis. It got hard. I ended up doing it. It went three times inside her over an hr of it. It felt good but she was in love. She gave me $4000.00 in cash as I left & wanted me back four days later to go out! I got paid from my agency too. She pays them & they pay me. I know, that's prostitution but she told me marriage means legal prostitution & for me to take a look at Trump & his wife then ask if his wife is a prostitute or loves him for his age & looks etc. Of course, we all know answer to that one so I guess, marriage is often legal ways of what I'm doing. I've been doing it with this woman for six months & now she wants to make it LEGAL through marriage.
I'll be giving up a relationship based on my orientation & the love that comes from it but I do love this lady in another way & am having fun so I'm getting married in May! She knows I want a life of money. I haven't lied about that.
My first escorting date was a 55 year old woman. She looks very good for her age. She has a LOT of money as in tens of millions. She didn't want to go alone to parties or places to eat but she wanted a hot guy with a background screen who isn't on something or anyone arrested. She also wanted STI status. Place I worked with is harsh in screening but that's good. She liked me instantly. I liked her too. I got many callbacks from her but it was NEVER sex. Just go out to parties or where she eats at expensive restaurants etc. I was to be as 21 at parties then order a coke or something elsewhere but play as 21. She knew I was 18. She'd done that with other guys but she really liked me most. I found other women similar to her who wanted about the same thing up all night at glam parties as the date but it wasn't sexual other than a kiss, dancing & holding in front of people. I was making BIG money. More in a night than my dad made in two weeks. I was happy with that. I was having fun & although I didn't think I'd ever want to do it with a female, a few did rub it through my pants making it hard. I think any guy gets hard no matter if gay rubs straight or whatever unless you're like really old 90 or something. My work went like this over a year. No sex. I was too busy working to date any guy but I saw lots of very hot other guys when I was working. I could tell some were gay. Others, I wasn't sure. I did & do want that forever relationship of romance, love & total commitment with some good sex but I figure it can wait a few years while I work while I can. I'm very good at what I do so there is no learning disability about that. I'm an honest type person not criminal type so it's just who I am & that comes off well imo. I don't try to scam anyone. I'd not do that. I know what being hurt is. I'd not harm anyone. Just last year on my job which does say NO FULL SEXUAL ACTIVITY. That means no penetration & also to get them to not go for any sex. That changed one night. I was on a date with a lady who was 62. She can pass for 42. She can put most 22 yr old to shame. She has massive money. Her husband divorced her & he's famous per acting. She got a lot. I was hired 600 for the night just to party some & out to eat etc. Yes, that is $600.00 for a date with no sex! It can last up to 12 hrs. She got me drinks from server at table then at the party she had me drink. I could feel it. She rubbed my penis under table. It got hard from that. She told me after date, she wanted me to make love to her! I told her I can't per the contract with place & what if I was gay? She said I'd not be on their hrs & any such things as gay, bi, straight. It's humanity & we are all sexual creatures. I never thought of it like that.
That night, I went to her mansion. I ended up sleeping a while because her servant aka assistant who tends to house gave me more drinks. I woke up in her bed with my pants down. She was in bed smiling & telling me things of how I looked & she held my penis. It got hard. I ended up doing it. It went three times inside her over an hr of it. It felt good but she was in love. She gave me $4000.00 in cash as I left & wanted me back four days later to go out! I got paid from my agency too. She pays them & they pay me. I know, that's prostitution but she told me marriage means legal prostitution & for me to take a look at Trump & his wife then ask if his wife is a prostitute or loves him for his age & looks etc. Of course, we all know answer to that one so I guess, marriage is often legal ways of what I'm doing. I've been doing it with this woman for six months & now she wants to make it LEGAL through marriage.
I'll be giving up a relationship based on my orientation & the love that comes from it but I do love this lady in another way & am having fun so I'm getting married in May! She knows I want a life of money. I haven't lied about that.
