Along the way I was in swim team and after a meet I was in the shower and this boy from another school slapped my penis. When I reacted he said that I liked it and he slapped my penis again. He made kissing sounds and puckered up and this time he grabbed my penis and didn't let go. He stood up to me and got close and puckered up and said 'kiss me'. He leaned further and kissed me and he put his other hand behind my head and kissed me on the mouth. My penis was hard and his penis was hard and he was hitting my thigh with his penis, his hand slipped down and around and he held my by the cheek of my butt and with the other hand he squeezed my penis. He turned me around and rubbed his penis against my butt cheeks and then in my crack and then he pushed his penis into my crack telling me to get on tip toes and bend over, finding my hole he pushed and pushed, spitting taking the soap and using it to gain some lubrication and he pushed into my hole and he fucked me in the shower.

After he finished he wiped my eyes and kissed me and said that he was now my boyfriend and I was lucky that some black dude didn't want me because with them it really hurt their penis was so big. We swam against a school that was mostly black kids but no one ever tried anything with me. I was his boyfriend all summer long, we fucked several more times and we sucked each other too. It was that summer that I gained my fetish for penis.

Penis in my hand is something that just makes me feel good. I found a friend later on and he would let me hold his penis in the movies, and if it was really dark bend over and give him a short suck. Along about that time I guess this man had seen me and he approached me in the bathroom and showed me what he had, nothing like any boy I had seen. His penis was truly big, and it felt like I was holding a baseball bat. I loved to suck his penis and he was always ready to shoot, which I learned to play catch with and keep my mouth in the right place. His first fuck took time, he came prepared with lots of lubrication and he lubricated me several times before he got going and it slipped in and out and felt good. I was a bottom and he was a top. He liked it on top on the bed so he took me to a motel and that is where we fucked.

In college I tried lots of guys, mostly the guys that I got along with were in some sports and they did it to show me they were the real men. Of course they dated girls they just liked a little bit of penis from time to time and getting their penis sucked by a guy. They were always tops, or at least with me. I heard from others that they put out to some of the bigger jocks, but I never saw that.

After college I went into sales, selling Golf Equipment to the various Golf Courses around my sales area. I was good, I played well and I got along well and made targets quarter after quarter. My secret in a way was that I provided the Golf Pro or shop manager with that extra touch of personal service, I never failed to find someone that wanted personal attention. I was a bona fide cock sucker and if they wanted some time together at the motel well I was always at their disposal.

The strange thing about all this is that to me this is just pleasure, it is faggot thing. I am married now for fifteen years to a wonder lady I met on a plane, she was the flight attendant that day and we have a couple of kids getting ready for high school. They both play golf and so does my wife. My fetish is on my sales time away from home. And it is a fetish, I enjoy it and I need it, I can't turn down a penis when it is offered.