So I got married almost 4 years ago.. Dated my now husband since I was 19.... After we got married, things would get really hectic.. I'm the youngest daughter and in our culture, the youngest stays at home and the husband moves in with her... And she inherits everything... I went the complete opposite. At first, he told me I should consider moving in with him cause his parents don't have any daughters... And that he wouldn't want to leave his parents alone... A while after we got married he asked me if I was glad I moved in with his parents and him cause we now have the pleasure of having all the servants and drivers(his dad is a big guy in the govt)... Now mind you, I come from a business family but my mind is not ingrained like that. I'm not money minded and my father always taught us to work and earn... So we earn our keep... Always... And to never expect freebies...
Fast forward to now, I've tried applying for jobs and everything but everytime I bring it up, it's always too embarrassing for the husband cause it's not a big position.. In his eyes...and throughout all this, he himself doesn't do anything. He's glued to either the phone or PC all day long... And we live off his parents. I get so fucking embarrassed but everytime I bring it up, I'm an ungrateful butch.
Today he spoke about killing himself and I just got so fucking sick of it, I told him he was being selfish... He is! I hate admitting it but he's self entitled... And expects everything his parents worked hard for is his.
Why did God give me this damn rib...? Why did I have this...?