Hi, something has changed for me in my relationship with my bf and I'm just not sure about it. I mentioned it to a few trusted longtime friends and got very mixed answers as to if it is okay or not. Let me explain

I have been with my bf for over six months and we are pretty steady and long term, he's met my folks and they really get on. Our sex life has always been good and adventurous, maybe not really wild but we both love sex. He's quite "macho" and insists on sex on demand and really likes to control what happens which has been absolutely fine till a couple of weeks ago.

I'm at college and he works and lives in a house with a few other guys, some he studied with and others from work and the like, they are all I think two or three years older than me and they have money and I still get an allowance from my folks. They are always nice and polite but do treat me like a kid sister a bit.

Anyway long story short we were round his place watching sport on the TV, there was just five guys and me when my bf said the game was boring and he wanted a fuck, got up and led me willingly out of the TV room and up to his beddroom where we went at it for idk forty minutes or so. He suggested we got a drink and I agreed and he pulled on his shorts and he threw me my skirt. I told him I needed to clean up, but he told me to come downstairs just as I was in a daring kind of way - so I did. Ha I was nervous I tell you.

The guys were still watching TV but they all looked up as my bf led me topless into the room. I tried to be cool but failed and blushed and tried to cover my titties up, but the guys all saw and a few commented so I toughed it out. My bf seemed okay with the others seeing my tits, I was okay but just kind of wrong footed I guess.

We two went into the kitchen and got some cold drinks, and bf was teasing me, saying I was a tease and a flirt, I said the ONLY reason I was doing it was because he told me to.

One of the other guys joined us and the boys started to talk about my tits and nips, they are size 36 and good shape I know but I was feeling very self conscious. My bf squeezed a tit and invited the other guy to do the same then they sucked on them too. I really wasn't sure if to allow it or object, I tried to take the lead from what I thought my bf wanted, so I kind of made a joke of it.

When we went back to the TV room my two guys told the others they had felt up my titties and asked the others of they wanted to. They said Yes, of course and for the next hour or so I was passed around for these guys I hardly knew to fondle, squeeze and suck on my tits. I did like it, especially the times I had guys sucking both at the same time. My bf made a rule that they could only touch me above my skirt, no pussy.

It kind of finished when they'd had what they wanted and me and the bf were back up in his room and I really wasn't sure how things would go. My titties were quite tender and had a few bruise marks where the boys had sucked them, I must have looked a state. Well he was as horny as crazy and did me again, he was so excited. The next morning nothing was said with the others I met on our way out.

I'm now just so confused if my bf still loves me, I mean guys don't share a real gf with their mates, Do they ? but he seems turned on by it and wasn't mad at me for allowing it. I'm not sure what to do or how things are with me and his house mates.

Actually I feel quite a bit better just having writ that down.