My dick went gay on me two months ago. I'd been married four years & had a good sexlife with my wife three of those years. We were doing it a lot. My dick was used to getting off. All you guys here know the big difference between getting yourelf off & blowing a load during sex. I can relate to you top guys on that most but I'm sure it's similar for bottom gay guys or maybe the same. When my wife got pregnant, she didn't want sex & was refusing even to give me a blow. It was like when I was single. Back to jerking off when I couldn't take it anymore. I'd been on the same job for over five years then since I was 18. There was a gay guy in my office about two years. I knew him from work & even saw him at walmart a few times & at a Christmas party. He'd had a live in boyfriend from what I heard. November last year he was in a car wreck. His car destroyed but he was okay. No one hurt. His insurance would not replace it & only paid one week rental. We were all talking about who could help him out & an older lady ended up taking him to work & he lives on my way home so I said no prob at all for me to drop him at his apartment. That first day, I got to know him more in 20 minutes than in the two years work. That's how it is when in person out of work talking. I found out he didn't have a boyfriend in months. He was having all types of financial problems. I felt bad for him since he was having a lot of hard times. On the fourth day taking him home, the conversation went to not dating & I mentioned how I could relate. It was to me as if he was straight too just man to man talk. I told him how I was like a single man too in the not getting off area too because of my wife reacting to pregnancy & continuing after she gave birth.



I was technically talking about sex but not thinking about sex. That's how it is with two straight men. You can talk sex but you're not thinking about it. Maybe that's how it is if two gay guys who are both top or both bottom types talk. I realize now how sexual things can happen between a straight & gay guy by chance. While I was talking of things in one way, he was obviously thinking in another way. I think he thought I was hinting for favors. It turns out I know he likes my looks & always had. In my car that day, we went from talkative to total silence. After I'd said I could relate to being single he asked how long since I'd got off. I told him & it had been a few days since I'd even played with it. That's when his hand went between my legs & he was rubbing. Total silence. It was like slow motion for me. I was really shocked by that but my dick got hard fast. I wasn't sure if he wanted to just jerk it for me or if he wanted to blow it off for me but remembering how good orgasm feels from blow, my mind went to that. He was messing with my zipper so I pulled it out for him. I turned down a road to take a back way & helped him get my pants off so I could sit back with my legs spread wide instead of that feeling with your pants in the way. I didn't say suck it but he went down on it because that's what he'd wanted all along. He was sucking my nuts & he went to my dick. His face was buried between my legs & his warm mouth felt good. It was a point where I wanted to feel orgasm so bad from good blow but at same time, I didn't want it to blow off too fast so I was trying to hold off but it felt so ready. When I couldn't hold off much longer, I thought maybe I should warn him in case he doesn't want it to blow in his mouth but I didn't want that part to just get jerked off instead so I didn't say anything. I felt my orgasm about to start & for some reason I was trying so hard not to make a sound but as I felt that powerful ejaculation start, I did moan. There we were two men going down the street, one with his dick in the mouth of another moaning & one with a big dick in his mouth. That's pretty gay imo It was the best blow I'd ever felt. I'd never had it from a guy before. Maybe it was just how he did it or maybe gay guys really do it better. This went on a few times in my car but a few days later, we went ahead & started doing it at his apartment.



Since then, there hasn't been much sex with my wife but that's not bothering me much. He's been both blowing it off for me & he really loves to do that so it's not just that I like how it feels. I've seen his dick a lot of times now because he jerks it when mine is about to blow. I've felt it & jerked on it some but he seems to like to do it himself. Maybe I don't do it right. I don't know. I don't mind jerking it off for him. I like how it feels to hold another dick. First dick I've touched other than my own but I get the feeling he really likes it how we are doing stuff instead of anything else. I like it too.