This could fall under "My Family" or even "Dreams and Wishes," but it'll be under Dreams and wishes.

For the longest time I've had... an attraction to my older sister. She's around 6 years older than me, and married. When I was a kid, and had no idea about sex, I had a dream where me and her had sex. She was bouncing on my d**k as I watched her b**bs bounce.

Years after that I found what I guess was her dairy or something. In it there was a page where she mentioned the first time she had s*x with a guy. On the side if it she had a drawing of a d**k.

Last summer she came back home, as she lives across the country so I don't see her often. On the last day she was home, she ended up sleeping in bed with me.

Mind you she is sexy with a nice round a**, great sized t**s, dark hair, glasses. Sexy all around.

When she went asleep and turned her back to me I had an erection that stuck out. As I wanted to slip her pants and panties down and f**k her in the bed. I wanted to grab her a**, rub her c**t as I f**ked her, suck her t**s, and kiss her as she moaned. However, I restrained myself.

I didn't want to or enjoy it, but I went asleep that night beside my older sister, with an erection in my pants.

That morning I wanted to slap her ass and start kissing her with passion. Yet, I still restrained myself. As I don't want to hurt or force my sister into anything. I love her, but I love her more than she'll ever know.