When I'm horny, I want to fuck every man I see that strikes me as attractive in any way. I especially like older men and like, lumberjack type men. I know not every man I see wants to fuck me in return, but I wish they did and I try to make them want me. I hold myself back because I'm married to a lovely older man and I don't ever want to cheat on him, but little does he know every time his friend or brother comes over I'm fantasizing about threesomes or gangbanging. I also try to hold myself back from being flirtatious because my husband is very jealous of me, but when I'm horny I low key flirt with everyone. Sometimes I go to church in short dresses because I like to feel the married men's eyes on me. I feel bad for my husband because my horny spells last for up to weeks at a time and it's hard for him to keep me satisfied because I want to go round after round. And even then my need for sexual attention isn't always satisfied. I never want to cheat on him but I'm young and frisky and he's not either of those things so I don't know what our future holds if I never have an outlet for all my sexual energy which seems to be getting stronger as I get older.