I just left my meeting this morning with my counselor. I will be honest I don't want to go to counseling but that is part of my probation. He is holier than thou, it is all about respect for myself and not doing anything to hurt anyone else. I never hurt anyone on purpose, it was an accident, not something I did on purpose. I said I was sorry, I plead guilty because I did it and if I didn't plea I was going to end up in jail. I never expected that part of my sentence was to have to meet with this man every week and talk about myself. I don't like talking about myself, so what does he care who I am but I am stuck with him for a year.

The reason I was where I was and not at my house was because I am gay and I was with a man that afternoon. I think that is why I have to see this man every week, he is fishing for me to tell him I am gay. All the questions lead to that, every time. He might as well ask it direct. I haven't told him because it is none of his business, he keeps going around and around about how I am supposed to like myself and accept myself and be honest with myself. I know what he is getting at.

That is about it.