We see each other daily. I know for certain he wants me sexually, just as much as I crave his hard thick cock. Yet we're family, close family and so far we've denied what we both want.
He's so masculine, so athletic and makes me shake literally with sexual anticipation for him. I've seen him naked more than once, and I've even witnessed him fucking a girl my age a year ago
When I was younger, I suspected him of taking and using my panties to masturbate with. Often finding them back in my room with cum stains on them. But all this is just wishful thinking, as how can you have your older brother fucking you.
If I had my way, he'd be between my legs right now licking my pussy and ass, as I sucked on his delicious cock.
These are my dreams and wishes.