I noticed other men admitting to this here. I'm married, straight & really do love pussy but I do something in secret which is letting a gay friend suck it for me. I'd like to get it sucked more often but I work a lot of hours & my wife always wants details of every minute of my time outside of the house because every woman who flirts or even looks at me or me them, she thinks I'm having a fling with. We have three teen boys so & spend a lot of time with them taking them places & playing sports, teaching them things like a dad who loves his kids should. I do love my wife but my kids are my world. My youngest son confided to me he thinks he's gay. I assured him it's okay if in fact, he is but to be careful at school & try to hold off on sex with another boy at least one more year as he's only 14. That's some about my home life.



As for my gay friend, I've known him a long time but my wife doesn't know him. I keep our friendship secret because it's a special friendship that helps meet manly needs. Early years of marriage, I was visiting him a few times a week especially when my wife was pregnant. My wife has hormone problems & when pregnant she never wants sex. These days, I visit him about once a month. I wish it were more often. I saw him three weeks ago. We don't communicate on the phone but I know the hours he's home & he always told me to just show up anytime I wanted. Those evenings my wife thinks I'm working out in the field late. I can't say what my job is here but she can't locate me even when I'm really out in the field working late. She will text me. I usually spend a couple hours at my friend's place. I don't just show up & drop my pants. We do talk a lot about many things that have nothing to do with sex. We have a few beers. You'd never know he's gay. He's just as masculine as I. The difference is he loves to suck my willy. I love how he sucks it.



The last time I saw him, he got me off twice. He does the type of things most women won't. I don't understand women too well like why they don't get turned on licking around the balls & those areas under the balls but he likes those special areas. That last visit, I got on his bed with my ass in the air. I spread my legs enough for him to fuck my ass with his tongue. I mean he fucks it sticking is tongue in & out of my asshole. We started out like that last time. My willy was so wet from that it was leaking cum on his bed. It felt like it was going to cum hands & mouth free. I turned over & he sucked on my balls & his lips made their way to my willy which is mouth soon consumed all the way to the base. He sucked it good a while on that edging style getting it so close then stopping. It ended with me on top of him fucking his mouth while he continued to suck. My meat blew a massive load for him deep down his throat. We stopped, had a beer together & he did it again. I came hard two times. I felt so relaxed afterward. His got his off when sucking mine that last round & he let his load blow on his bed. There's always a lot of wet spots on his bed before I leave. He told me he likes that & he gets in bed to sleep in it after I leave. It's a huge turn on for both of us. There's nothing selfish about any of it. He loves to do what he does & I love to get it.



I decided to confess this because I'd read where a couple other men had admitted to a similar situation but they seem to be meeting up with their special friend more often. I envy them for that. I do love gay men who love straight men but I'm always accepting of any gay, bi or transexual person. If it wasn't natural for there to be different orientations, God wouldn't have created it is how I feel. We are all equal in the eyes of God. I suggest other straight men act more kind towards people even if they don't understand things well. No one is perfect.


I'm not sure if my confession is a turn on to anyone or just informative but I hope you liked it.