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Gay Confessions
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Straight Male / 24
I've been reading a lot of stories on this site tonight & noticed this area has similar experiences to me. I thought I was a tiny minority of straight men. I have a girlfriend but we don't live together. We have sex a couple times a week & have dated almost a year. I don't masturbate much because I like to build it up since it feels better when getting off then. I don't even look at porn much like most guys do. In fact, most of my friends think I'm the conservative jock. I'm not really conservative but my parents are in the Church so I think it's assumed I'm a certain way. The jock part has to do with I've always been into a lot of sports. It's not that I'm a player or man hoe. There is a guy I met six years ago who is 38. I'm 24. His house is on my way home from work. He texts me a few times a week to ask how things are or if I need any help with anything. He never says other things since I'm paranoid about my phone. I try for once a week after work on a day I've not had sex in a few days to stop by his house so I'll say yes when he wants to know if I need some help. It sounds crazy probably like CIA or something with how it has to be but I just work at a dumb job working on cars mostly to change oil & no I don't rip people off.
It's usually the same thing but it's always good. I'll drive to his house after work. On the way, my cock gets hard & stays hard because I know how good it's going to feel soon. My mind goes right to what's going to happen & how it's going to feel. When I get there, we talk a few minutes & I drink some water. We sit on the couch & then he gets real quiet. I do too. I'm always in a uniform from work with a certain type belt that he with undo & then take my pants down. He gets on the floor between my legs & always leaves my briefs at my ankles while he starts to suck my cock. I don't say anything at all but he always knows when it's close so he stops. I think because the head swells up bigger when it's about to cum. He will do some licking & on & off sucking a few minutes. It feels good like I'm going to cum but I don't. He will take my underwear all the way off then & I lay on the couch while he gets up & goes back between my legs. He sucks on my balls some which I like & he messes around with my butt some with his tongue. I like that too. He will suck on my cock a lot. More light sucking & some licking until I can't take it anymore. In fact, he knows if it goes on too long, I'll start to ejaculate even if nothing is touching my cock which happened a few times so when at that point he starts to suck it hard. He can go all the way down on it. I've been sucked by girlfriends before but it's not great. He knows how to do it. I don't like it getting jerked or the sucking to stop just as it's shooting but ex girlfriends always ended up doing that while sucking or stopping as it was cumming. I hate that. He only uses his mouth & he goes at it hard. It's like when you edge your cock but a lot better. He knows that my instinct is to hump when it's really about to cum so I do hump his face at that time. He always puts his hands under my butt with his finger right over the hole not trying to put it inside. I like that too but I never told him that I like his finger just at my butthole. I do that when I masturbate. When I start to cum, it's intense & he keeps going. I am still cumming after ejaculation a few seconds & he knows that so he keeps going & after I get off, he doesn't mess around with it since the head area gets real sensitive for some reason a few minutes.
He has no boyfriend but he's gay. As far as I know, I'm the only person he's getting off. I hope that's true. I'm not gay but I'd get mad if I thought some other guy was getting his cocked sucked too. It's as if that's only for my cock. I hope so. I do like how it feels & I never want to stop getting my cock sucked by him. It went from a feel good thing to I need it now. I have to have those times. I know he loves to do it. I love how I get an hour of full attention just for my cock from someone I know loves my cock. That's important to me even if it sounds crazy. My girlfriend doesn't like to suck which is good since I try to save that one thing for him. I'm glad I'm not the only guy getting his cock sucked by another guy. I really did think I was the only straight guy doing this kind of thing until reading things on here & one other place.
It's usually the same thing but it's always good. I'll drive to his house after work. On the way, my cock gets hard & stays hard because I know how good it's going to feel soon. My mind goes right to what's going to happen & how it's going to feel. When I get there, we talk a few minutes & I drink some water. We sit on the couch & then he gets real quiet. I do too. I'm always in a uniform from work with a certain type belt that he with undo & then take my pants down. He gets on the floor between my legs & always leaves my briefs at my ankles while he starts to suck my cock. I don't say anything at all but he always knows when it's close so he stops. I think because the head swells up bigger when it's about to cum. He will do some licking & on & off sucking a few minutes. It feels good like I'm going to cum but I don't. He will take my underwear all the way off then & I lay on the couch while he gets up & goes back between my legs. He sucks on my balls some which I like & he messes around with my butt some with his tongue. I like that too. He will suck on my cock a lot. More light sucking & some licking until I can't take it anymore. In fact, he knows if it goes on too long, I'll start to ejaculate even if nothing is touching my cock which happened a few times so when at that point he starts to suck it hard. He can go all the way down on it. I've been sucked by girlfriends before but it's not great. He knows how to do it. I don't like it getting jerked or the sucking to stop just as it's shooting but ex girlfriends always ended up doing that while sucking or stopping as it was cumming. I hate that. He only uses his mouth & he goes at it hard. It's like when you edge your cock but a lot better. He knows that my instinct is to hump when it's really about to cum so I do hump his face at that time. He always puts his hands under my butt with his finger right over the hole not trying to put it inside. I like that too but I never told him that I like his finger just at my butthole. I do that when I masturbate. When I start to cum, it's intense & he keeps going. I am still cumming after ejaculation a few seconds & he knows that so he keeps going & after I get off, he doesn't mess around with it since the head area gets real sensitive for some reason a few minutes.
He has no boyfriend but he's gay. As far as I know, I'm the only person he's getting off. I hope that's true. I'm not gay but I'd get mad if I thought some other guy was getting his cocked sucked too. It's as if that's only for my cock. I hope so. I do like how it feels & I never want to stop getting my cock sucked by him. It went from a feel good thing to I need it now. I have to have those times. I know he loves to do it. I love how I get an hour of full attention just for my cock from someone I know loves my cock. That's important to me even if it sounds crazy. My girlfriend doesn't like to suck which is good since I try to save that one thing for him. I'm glad I'm not the only guy getting his cock sucked by another guy. I really did think I was the only straight guy doing this kind of thing until reading things on here & one other place.


