I'm married... Almost 5 years... We've known each other for almost a decade... And honestly, he says he loves me.. But what is love? He has a cousin who comes over, eats whatever the fuck he can, and today, told me how to raise my own child properly (he's done this many times) ..yesterday, he ate some food that I bought for myself and I was planning to save some for my daughter... He eats it anyway, late at night cause he was too drunk... Then this morning, (we have a group where we dedicate all the cute stuff the daughter says) I send a message) e to the group saying his niece said let's call the police so he can take my uncle to jail for eating the food. She was being cute so I shared it... And this guy comes and starts yelling at me for blaming him... Dafuq... I never meant it like that!
Anyway, so I'm being yelled at, berated by my husband's cousin... And where's my husband...? Smirking to himself on the side and then I heard him say, "I'm walking away from this". Fucking hell. He'll never defend me. Never! I hate him for this.... I love him so much but I love him.. But I hate him for this....
So this is why I'm kinda talking to someone... An old friend... He listens... He cares... I hate my life. Fuck this