I am still a virgin at the age of 32. I think about wanting to have sex all the time. At some point a few years back, I got into the idea of chastity play. I self lock a few times a week after work and let myself out before bed to have an amazing masturbation session and orgasm. I have only been able to stay locked up for a total of about 72 hours straight, before I gave in and let myself out to have an orgasm more amazing that anything I had ever had before.

I love chastity play by myself and really like the feeling of denial, but what I really want is to find someone to take my key and help me push past my weakness and help me stay locked up longer. I have been pushing myself to stay locked up for at least 6hrs everyday for the last few weeks and its getting easier and more enjoyable. I have even thought about leaving my key at home for the entire week while I'm gone for Christmas. This both scares me to death and excites me so much, and would be a major milestone in my continuing exploration of myself and chastity.

I really think that if I could find someone that loved me and connected with my chastity interest that I would highly consider staying a chaste virgin forever if they were into that idea as well. While I do really want to know what penetrative sex is like, I don't really know if/when I'll finally get the chance to have my first time. So staying in chastity till that opportunity comes up is also supper exciting because, I'll be locked up for as short or long of a time as it takes me to get comfortable enough with myself to get a relationship to that stage.