When I was a kid and for the longest time I couldn't figure out if I was gay or not but by puberty I came to the conclusion that I was bisexual. I liked boys which is why for a while I thought I was gay. I was told when I was ten that the test was that if you were alone with a really pretty girl then were alone with a really cute boy, which would you prefer to kiss. Well at that age I wanted to kiss a boy more, a very specific boy actually whom I had a crush on for about two years. So I figured I was gay. But then I saw this really pretty girl a year later and I had a crush on her and so I figured I might be going through a stag but it went back and forth and then I heard the term "bisexual" and what it meant so that is what I settled on.

This happened before I got it figured out.

I was nine years old when my parents sent me to spend the summer with my aunt and uncle and cousins at their house on the beach. I loved the beach so for me it was a dream come true. We only went to the beach maybe twice each summer. It was like a pilgrimage filled with ritual and pomp. I dreamed of living on the beach. So when my parents announced that my uncle would be dropping by to pick me up Saturday after school let out in mid Jun and that that he was going to return me the Saturday before Labor Day I was beyond excited. The announcement itself came the Wednesday of that week, Friday was the last day so it was less than 72 hours later I was in the back seat of the car wedged between my little five year old cousin who was an adorable little girl who was quiet and just loved to play with her Barbie dolls and my other cousin, a 15 year old Hockey fanatic who couldn't wait for summer to end and the beginning of the hockey season so he could play again and watch his favorite team again. For him there were two seasons: Hockey and Hell. June was the beginning of Hell.

I could smell the salt in the air half an hour before we reached the beach. As we approached I could hear the surf of the north Atlantic pounding on the sand. It was a particularly turbulent day. It was the kind of day I yearned to experience. It was the kind of day I saw in the movies and it was the kind of day I had never before witnessed. Uncle Bill warned me not to to into the water due to a rip tide. I had heard of rip tides but hadn't a clue what they were only that you couldn't go into the water when there was one.

Uncle Bill unpacked while my cousin Jimmy got out and sulked his way into the house. He hated the beach. He hated summer. He constantly complained about the heat. He cranked the A.C. in his room until you could nearly see icicles hanging from the ceiling fan. Hannah dragged her harem of half naked Barbie dolls out to the deck that overlooked the surf and sat down and held an impromptu fashion show with her as the only audience. I couldn't wait to get out onto the beach but my cousins seemed bored with the idea and it was only the first day of summer.

I stripped down to my bathing suit which Uncle Bill suggested I put on under my jeans and took off down the beach to see what treasures had washed up. I spent all afternoon amassing a collection of sea shells, drift wood and starfish. It was only day one and I could fill a large cardboard carton with my collection. I didn't think far enough ahead to wonder how many truck loads I would have amassed by Labor Day.

Dinner was a picnic on the patio, hamburgers, hot dogs, potato salad, coleslaw, corn chips and soda. That was more junk food than my parents let me eat in a month. I was truly in kid heaven, or at least my version of it.

Eventually the sun set. I had never been on a beach at sun set before. I would describe it as pretty close to a religious experience. I could tell you the colors but you would not grasp but a tiny fraction of the beauty of it. Go see one for yourself. I can't explain it to you.

Darkness fell and we went indoors, Uncle Bill, Aunt Helen, Hannah and me. Jimmy was in his room abstaining from food and praying for the Earth's orbit around the sun to be sped up to make winter happen sooner. We watched TV a little then it was bath time, Hannah first then me.

The place had but three bedrooms, Uncle Bill and Aunt Helen's room, Jimmy's room and Hannah's room. While Uncle Bill and Aunt Helen originally wanted us segregated by gender, Jimmy was bound and determined come hell or high water that there was absolutely no way on God's green Earth that at any time between now and the end of eternity that he was going to share his bedroom with a little fagot. Said little fagot being me. Hannah very enthusiastically volunteered half her bedroom for me to share for the entire summer. Hannah was as lonely as Jimmy craved solitude. So Uncle Bill took apart the spare bed he had previously assembled in Jimmy's room and dragged it across the hall to Hannah's room and set it up there. All that while I was taking my bath. I preferred baths to showers as I didn't like water dripping down my skull. I liked to luxuriate under the water naked and be completely engulfed by the wet warmth. When I was done sooner than I wanted and later than Aunt Helen wanted I wandered into Hannah's room to find my bed all set up and made up ready for me to crawl in. Hannah and I talked for a while. Aunt Helen walked in to tuck us in and bid us and kiss us good night. Then Hannah and I talked a little while longer. We agreed that we would go for a long walk on the beach together the next day and as many days as we could. I liked my little cousin more and more and I started to wonder what she looked like under her nightie but knew that would be naughty so I purged the thought from my mind and thought pleasant thoughts of shore and shells and starfish.

I don't know exactly when. The full moon lit up the room so I could clearly see. But that is not what woke me up. What woke me up was the hand inside my pajama bottom. It was a much bigger hand than mine but it wasn't the hand of a full size man. It was a teenager's hand. It was feeling around inside my pajama bottom but mostly it explored my penis and testicles. It played with my penis mostly. My penis became hard. It pulled back my foreskin and began jerking me off. I hadn't ever jerked off before and was unfamiliar with the concept. I was afraid at first to open my eyes. Then I did. It was my cousin Jim. He was leaning down over my bed. He had his penis out and was jerking himself off with the other hand. He kept jerking me off for at least half an hour. I kept my eyes mostly closed because I was afraid of what he might do if he discovered I was awake.

The thing was it happened to be a very pleasant experience that hand on my junk. It wasn't the rough hand of an adult. It was kind of soft, almost girly. It stroked me gently but steadily, rhythmically. It felt better and better. I felt like I wanted desperately to do something down there but had no idea what. I felt an urgent need to do some mysterious thing I could not describe nor define I only knew I needed to do it but I didn't know what exactly "it" was. Then Jimmy let go of my dick and put his away. He left our room and closed the door. I rolled over and felt something wet on my pillow.

I went to sleep and had a weird dream that Jimmy was trying to put his thing in my mouth but I bit it off.

The next day I kept my promise to Hannah which was a fun promise to keep. She turned out to be a very good beach combing partner. I enjoyed her company. I also enjoyed the view of her nearly naked body only partially obscured by about three feet of string and three square inches of a thin shear fabric. It had no business being called a garment but I didn't mind. It meant seeing more of Hannah's beautiful flesh.

Late Sunday night I was woken up again to find Jimmy's hand exploring my groin again. It was a very pleasant way to wake up even if it was in the middle of the night. His hand went all over my groin and thighs just like the night before. I'm not sure why but he also spent a lot of time gently rubbing his hand in circles around and around my belly. That felt really good. After a while he squirted something gooey out of the end of his penis that landed on my pillow and with one squirt that sprayed across my face. It smelled funny. After that he did himself up and left the room again. I scooped up a finger full of the goo and smelled it. It didn't have much of a smell but I liked it anyways. It hadn't occurred to me to taste it.

Monday, Hannah accidentally walked in on my while I was sitting on the toilet taking my morning dump. She said "oops!" then ran back out again. My little dick went instantly hard.

We went beach combing again accumulating exhibit material for my private sea life museum. My Dad was going to have to add a room before I got back.

Monday night Aunt Helen went to give Hannah a bath but Hannah asked if I could do it. She asked if I would mind and I said no and quickly ran into the bathroom hoping nobody would notice my excessive enthusiasm. While I had not at this point formulated any sort of plan to see or feel my little cousin I also could not get her sweet little body out of my mind. Aunt Closed and locked he bathroom door on the way out ensuring that Hannah and I would have privacy. Now when I was five years old I could give myself a bath and felt insulted if anyone suggested I might need help. So I was surprised to learn that Hannah expected assistance in the bathroom. Of course I didn't question that I was just surprised. I had also been raised that boys don't get to see girls naked and vice versa. Again I did not intend to question it. Hannah insisted I wash everything starting with her hair so I did. I hesitated when it came to her butt and genitals but she insisted I clean her there as well. I soaped up my fingers and washed her little pussy and ass. She just smiled and spread her little legs a little more. After that I was invited into the bathroom every time she took a bath or needed to use the bathroom. By the next day I was wiping her every time she peed. She seemed to love having me touch her.

Later Monday night after Aunt Helen tucked us in and kissed us good night and closed the door behind her I got out of bed and walked over to Hannah's bed. I softly asked her if I could see her pussy and touch it. She said yes and took the covers off and pulled up her flannel nightie and spread her legs. She giggled as I held her open and looked inside at her hymen. She showed me where the pee comes out of and even explained how babies came out of her vagina and then she went on about eggs and periods and she lost me there. she knew far more about reproduction than I did. She didn't ask to look at my private parts though I would have shown the to her if she had asked. I spent about an hour feeling her up and looking at her. I told her she was beautiful. She smiled and said I could look at her and touch her any time I wanted to. I ended up doing that a lot that summer.

I got back into bed and fell asleep thinking about Jimmy's hand.

I woke up to the sensation of Jimmy jerking me off while he rubbed his big hard hairy cock on my face. I pretended to be asleep. Hannah didn't seem to notice anything. Jimmy's hand was more urgent than the previous nights. It felt even better that way. His other hand was just as urgent jerking his cock off as he rubbed it on my face. This time he pushed the end of it between my lips. I wanted to open my mouth though I didn't know why but I was scared and just kept my mouth closed. A few minutes later the pleasure between my legs ended as his sperm sprayed against my teeth. A moment later he was gone leaving a mess on my face. I rolled over and wiped my face on my pillow then turned the pillow over.

On Tuesday I took Hannah for another beach combing expedition. We were become very good friends. We got to a part of the beach that was very remote and secluded meaning there were not houses or people around. Hannah told me she had to pee and that her mom had taken her up into the dunes before to do that so I thought that was a good idea and so we went into the dunes. Hannah pulled her bikini bottom aside and I sat down in the sand and got my face inches away from her hairless little pussy and watched her pee dribble out of her tiny pee hole. She giggled while I watched her. When she was done I reached up and wiped her gently with the back of my hand. She giggled and told me it tickled. Then she asked me if I had to pee. I hadn't really thought about it but the moment she said that I felt the urge to pee so I took my bathing suit down not thinking to be modest in front of my cousin. I must have subconsciously thought that if I could see her naked she ought to be able to see me naked. So I closed my eyes and tried to relax and a moment later I could feel the pee rushing out the end of my dick. The moment that happened I felt a tiny hand wrap itself around my soft little dick and I heard Hannah giggling. She very excitedly held on to my dick aiming my stream into the sand. A moment later, despite an urgent need to pee I could not manage to piss out another drop. But a moment after she let go I could pee again. It became a game with her. I finally finished peeing and pulled up my bathing suit and we continued our journey.

Tuesday night I was running Hannah's bath and she was standing there naked brushing her beautiful hair when Aunt Helen walked into the bathroom and suggested that I also rake my clothes off and join my cousin in the bath tub. Hannah perked up and gleefully agreed to the idea. I was outvoted even if I wanted to object which I didn't. A moment later I was a snaked as Hannah and she was brushing my hair while we both sat in the warmth of the bath water. This time after I finished bathing Hannah she bathed me and her tiny hands were enthusiastically thorough.

After we had dried off and put on our PJ's and gotten into bed and Aunt Helen had tucked us in and bid us good night and left, Hannah and I talked. We talked a lot. Mostly we talked about sex and how much we enjoyed sharing our bodies with each other. She loved the way it felt when we touched each other. She loved my hands on her genitals and I told her I loved he touching me. Then she told me her brother used to touch her but stopped mysteriously about two years earlier.

I woke up a few hours later to Jimmy's hand jerking me off. I was starting to really like being woken up this way and I really didn't mind when Jimmy tried to put his dick in my mouth. This time I just let my jaw go limp and hoped he would just force it in. I was not disappointed. Jimmy got braver and braver each day. He pushed his cock most of the way in my mouth and I helped it along by opening my mouth just a little bit. Then he fucked my mouth. I didn't help at all after that. I wanted to lick it but I was afraid to. Jimmy fucked my mouth for a while longer then the jerking off of my cock stopped again as he filled my mouth with sperm. He pulled out of my mouth and left my room. Then I swallowed his sperm and decided I liked the way it tasted. A moment later Hannah roused and got out of bed and came over to me. She whispered into my ear: "I think Jimmy likes you more than he likes me." Then she got into bed with me and backed her tiny ass up against my groin. I put my arm around her and slid my hand up her nightie and she spread her legs inviting my hand between them. I slipped a finger partly inside her and she sighed softly. We drifted off to sleep after that.

I don't know what made me do it but some time later when it was still dark out I woke up and got out of bed. I heard a noise from down the hall. I went down the hall to check it out. It was coming from Jimmy's room. I looked inside and saw Uncle bill with his hand inside a sleeping Jimmy's pajama bottom. He was clearly Jerking off. Aunt Helen was in a corner with her hand up her nightie rubbing her self madly and grunting. I stood there transfixed and aroused. Uncle Bill leaned down and took Jimmy's dick in his mouth and sucked him while Aunt Helen continued to frig herself. Then I put my hand in my pajama bottom and jerked myself off for a few minutes while I watched. I heard Jimmy grunt like he does when he comes on or in my so I realized we were about done. Afraid of getting caught I took off and climbed back into my bed behind Hannah and put my hand back between her legs and buried my face in her mane of soft hair and closed my eyes and drifted back to sleep.

The next day I woke wondering how much of the previous night I had dreamed and how much really happened. I decided it all really happened and I came to the conclusion that I could do almost anything sexually that I might want to and I probably wouldn't get into trouble. So I tried an experiment. While still in bed and while Hannah was still asleep I removed my Pajamas and positioned myself on top of the covers sprawled out naked with my erection pointing straight up and exposed. I then slipped a hand between Hannah's legs and slipped a finger inside her and just waited there for Aunt Helen to come wake us up for breakfast. A while later Aunt Helen came into the room and walked around to me. She gently shook me awake. I wasn't asleep. She said nothing about my nudity or my fingers inside her five year old daughter's pussy.

At the breakfast table I asked Uncle Bill if a ten year old boy could be sent to jail for walking around naked in public. He said no. He was certain that could not happen. So after breakfast I asked Hannah if she would like to go beach combing naked. A big grin on her face told me her answer. She and I went to the back door which on beach houses is called the front door. we stripped off our clothes and grabbed our beach combing bags and put on our beach combing shoes and strutted out the door naked leaving our clothes and civilization behind. We only saw one other human being on the beach that morning. It was a woman in her fifty who tisk-tisked us but didn't say a word. We walked about a mile then turned around and walked back passing about 40 beach houses along the way. It was summer but it was the middle of the week and most beach goers went on weekends. That was experiment one.

When we got back we strutted into the house as naked as we left it and didn't bother putting any clothes on. I walked right up to Aunt Helen and kissed her cheek and asked her if she wanted to see the treasures we found. She said yes and looked over our finds and congratulated us on our successful expedition and didn't say one word about us being naked. I had dreams like that but was starting to think I was in a dream or going insane. How was I NOT getting into trouble walking around naked? Maybe nobody cared about a five year old and a ten year old walking around naked.

That night after Hannah and I took our bath together we toweled each other off and got ourselves dry and we went down stairs into the living room and sat naked on the sofa to watch TV with her parents. While they were fully dressed they said nothing about our state of undress. They acted as if either they didn't notice it or it was perfectly normal for children to go around naked all the time. Hannah and I ran upstairs giggling and then we got into bed naked and wrapped our bodies around each other. That is when she first kissed me. I had never kissed anyone before and neither had Hannah but she decided to try what she saw on TV and I liked it and she liked it back. We played with each other's genitals that way. A while later Aunt Helen walked into the room and found us naked in bed together. She seemed not to notice and tucked us both in together naked and kissed us both good night except this time for the first time she kissed us both on the lips.

Later Jimmy woke me up again with his hand on my cock which was pushed up against his baby sister's bare ass. He pushed his dick into my mouth. I decided not to pretend and so I grabbed a hold of his dick and I sucked on it. He jerked me off for a while, while I gazed up into his eyes as I tried to swallow his cock partially choking and gagging on it. He came a couple of minutes later and let me lick his dick clean. Then he did something he hadn't done before. he moved his sister's ass and put his mouth on my dick and sucked me for a while. Then he left and went to bed.

A while later I heard noises coming from his room. I got out of bed and walked down the hall naked but this time instead of just peaking into Jimmy's room I simply strutted in naked and sat down on his bed while Uncle Bill was giving him a blow job. I looked over at Aunt Helen who was frigging herself again but this time she came over and she put her tongue in my mouth and grabbed my cock and jerked me off.

The next day Hannah and I went down to breakfast naked and played with each other's genitals while we ate. Everyone acted like that was normal. When breakfast was done I decided I wanted to try something else so I went up to Aunt Helen and put my hand inside the top of her nightie and grabbed one of her tits. She pretended nothing was happening while she did the dishes. Uncle Bill seemed not to notice but Jimmy had his hand between his sister's legs.

That night at the dinner table I asked for Aunt Helen and Uncle Bills permission to r*pe Hannah.

"Well I suppose but you should really ask Hannah after all it's her c*nt."

So I didn't wait. I grabbed Hannah and whispered in her ear and asked if I could put my dick in her vagina. She smiled and said yes and so without any further ado I put my dick in her right there in the living room in front of everyone and fucked her. That was the very first time I had an orgasm and she seemed to like it as well. I looked around and everyone else was masturbating.

Any vestige of pretense was over. I went over to cousin Jimmy and took his hand away and gave him a blow job in front of every one. He came in my mouth and thanked me. He was starting to be much less grumpy

The next day Jimmy came along with us on our naked beach combing trip. When we got to the end we got into a three way everyone licking and sucking everyone else. Then we went back home again where we found Aunt Helen and Uncle Bill fucking like teenagers.