Bi-Sexual Male / 22
I wish that I never ran away from home. When I was 7 my mom started making me eat her out. Dad died the year before and she was alone. She said I had a pretty sexy face and it turned her on to look into my eyes while I smiled and licked her. I wanted to please her but did not enjoy the experience directly. I only enjoyed the attention and extreme affection that resulted from my doing a good job licking my mom to orgasm.
Over the following 6 years Mom got more and more extreme until one day she announced that I was now her toilet. I was confused. I was already drinking her piss and licking her ass while she farted on my tongue. She explained that I was going to be used for a toilet and she was going to shit in my mouth, make me eat and swallow it and lick her clean. I could take swallowing her piss. I could take her caning my balls. I could take her fucking me with a strap-on. I could even take her dressing me up like a girl and offering my mouth and ass to her boyfriends but I had to draw the line at eating her shit.
So I ran away from home at 13. Despite being a boy I had waist length blond hair, looked like a flat chested girl with a tiny dick and balls and I knew men found me attractive so I p****d myself out advertising on the internet. I exchanged sexual favors for discretion and access to a motel room at a nearby no tell motel. I lived there for five years. I must have had sex with thousands of men and dozens of women. You'd be surprised how many mothers in their 30's want to have sex with someone who looks like a feminine version of their preteen and teenage sons.
It took me five years to save up about $20,000 renting my ass to all those people. I enjoyed about half, no opinion on most of the rest and hated it with a few who were abusive or stunk or drunk or some combination of the above.
When I turned 18 I moved out of the motel, got my driver's license and G.E.D. went to massage school for a year and got a job giving massages at a hotel. By then I had grown up and had a nice body but still had the hair and my face was still more girly than boyish so I still frequently was mistaken for a girl.
Giving massages at a hotel resort was not all that different from turning tricks at the no tell motel. About 25% of the men and about 5% of the women wanted a happy ending. At first I refused but after a while I realized it was expected. They always tipped well. I actually ended up making more this way than turning tricks and happy endings for men usually meant a hand job but often the gay men wanted a blow job or even to fuck my ass and I was OK with that since they were paying. The women who wanted a happy ending usually wanted me to go down on them but a handful wanted to be fucked. My cock was only 5 inches long and slightly less than average girth so there was not a lot of call for pussy fucking but a lot of women wanted me to fuck there ass with it while they frigged themselves.
The only other person giving massages for the hotel resort was a woman in her thirties. She was nice enough and very pretty. We ended up hooking up but when she saw how small my dick was she lost interest in fucking though she still let me eat her out a lot. Then one day she was a little tipsy and wanted to sit on my face. When she did her aim was off a little and her asshole ended up right over my mouth. I ate her ass out since it smelled nice and tasted better but then she started talking about wanting to poop in my mouth. I don't know why but the prospect of her shitting down my throat started to turn me on. The more she talked about doing it the deeper and more vigorously I dug my tongue into her. I was starting to imagine a turd pushing it's way into my mouth and down my throat. I didn't have to imagine for long. Suddenly I felt a turd pushing against my tongue. I could taste it. It was hideously disgusting and putrid. In a second it exploded out of her asshole and pushed it's way to the back of my throat threatening to choke me on it. It was soft and chewy and a little dryer than I expected and tasted worse and worse the longer it was in my mouth. Then she demanded I chew it up and swallow it. I did, slowly, a little at a time. Every few minutes she peed a little in my mouth and that helped me chew and swallow. You'd be surprised how hard it is to eat shit. I don't just mean the taste which is bad enough but it is just really hard to chew and swallow, or at least hers was. Afterwards I licked her clean as per her instructions.
Mona and I exchanged sexual favors regularly after that and despite my often shitty breath, she enjoyed making out with me and she was a good kisser sometimes licking her own shit out of my mouth when I hadn't been thorough swallowing. We didn't do these things every day or even every week but perhaps every few weeks or so she was in the mood to use me as her toilet and it turned me on to do something so dirty that I let her.
So at the beginning I said I wished I hadn't run away from home.
A year ago my mother tracked me down. She was sorry for everything she did to me and for scaring me into running away by insisting that I be her personal toilet. She apparently found Jesus. I hadn't known the guy was lost. It was at that point that I lost it and I basically r*ped my own mother, not that I have the equipment for it. But when she didn't even react to that I held her down and ate her ass out. I ate her ass out for over 12 hours forcing her to let me by physically restraining her while I drilled deep into her asshole with my tongue though I needn't have forced her for long. She went completely limp and totally relaxed after a few minutes. About half way through my r*ping her ass with my tongue that she released a long soft wet stinky turd into my mouth. I ate it slowly and licked her ass clean and continued to do so for about six more hours.
I missed out on the opportunity of being my mother's regular human toilet for about 7 years.
Now I serve two women regularly.
Over the following 6 years Mom got more and more extreme until one day she announced that I was now her toilet. I was confused. I was already drinking her piss and licking her ass while she farted on my tongue. She explained that I was going to be used for a toilet and she was going to shit in my mouth, make me eat and swallow it and lick her clean. I could take swallowing her piss. I could take her caning my balls. I could take her fucking me with a strap-on. I could even take her dressing me up like a girl and offering my mouth and ass to her boyfriends but I had to draw the line at eating her shit.
So I ran away from home at 13. Despite being a boy I had waist length blond hair, looked like a flat chested girl with a tiny dick and balls and I knew men found me attractive so I p****d myself out advertising on the internet. I exchanged sexual favors for discretion and access to a motel room at a nearby no tell motel. I lived there for five years. I must have had sex with thousands of men and dozens of women. You'd be surprised how many mothers in their 30's want to have sex with someone who looks like a feminine version of their preteen and teenage sons.
It took me five years to save up about $20,000 renting my ass to all those people. I enjoyed about half, no opinion on most of the rest and hated it with a few who were abusive or stunk or drunk or some combination of the above.
When I turned 18 I moved out of the motel, got my driver's license and G.E.D. went to massage school for a year and got a job giving massages at a hotel. By then I had grown up and had a nice body but still had the hair and my face was still more girly than boyish so I still frequently was mistaken for a girl.
Giving massages at a hotel resort was not all that different from turning tricks at the no tell motel. About 25% of the men and about 5% of the women wanted a happy ending. At first I refused but after a while I realized it was expected. They always tipped well. I actually ended up making more this way than turning tricks and happy endings for men usually meant a hand job but often the gay men wanted a blow job or even to fuck my ass and I was OK with that since they were paying. The women who wanted a happy ending usually wanted me to go down on them but a handful wanted to be fucked. My cock was only 5 inches long and slightly less than average girth so there was not a lot of call for pussy fucking but a lot of women wanted me to fuck there ass with it while they frigged themselves.
The only other person giving massages for the hotel resort was a woman in her thirties. She was nice enough and very pretty. We ended up hooking up but when she saw how small my dick was she lost interest in fucking though she still let me eat her out a lot. Then one day she was a little tipsy and wanted to sit on my face. When she did her aim was off a little and her asshole ended up right over my mouth. I ate her ass out since it smelled nice and tasted better but then she started talking about wanting to poop in my mouth. I don't know why but the prospect of her shitting down my throat started to turn me on. The more she talked about doing it the deeper and more vigorously I dug my tongue into her. I was starting to imagine a turd pushing it's way into my mouth and down my throat. I didn't have to imagine for long. Suddenly I felt a turd pushing against my tongue. I could taste it. It was hideously disgusting and putrid. In a second it exploded out of her asshole and pushed it's way to the back of my throat threatening to choke me on it. It was soft and chewy and a little dryer than I expected and tasted worse and worse the longer it was in my mouth. Then she demanded I chew it up and swallow it. I did, slowly, a little at a time. Every few minutes she peed a little in my mouth and that helped me chew and swallow. You'd be surprised how hard it is to eat shit. I don't just mean the taste which is bad enough but it is just really hard to chew and swallow, or at least hers was. Afterwards I licked her clean as per her instructions.
Mona and I exchanged sexual favors regularly after that and despite my often shitty breath, she enjoyed making out with me and she was a good kisser sometimes licking her own shit out of my mouth when I hadn't been thorough swallowing. We didn't do these things every day or even every week but perhaps every few weeks or so she was in the mood to use me as her toilet and it turned me on to do something so dirty that I let her.
So at the beginning I said I wished I hadn't run away from home.
A year ago my mother tracked me down. She was sorry for everything she did to me and for scaring me into running away by insisting that I be her personal toilet. She apparently found Jesus. I hadn't known the guy was lost. It was at that point that I lost it and I basically r*ped my own mother, not that I have the equipment for it. But when she didn't even react to that I held her down and ate her ass out. I ate her ass out for over 12 hours forcing her to let me by physically restraining her while I drilled deep into her asshole with my tongue though I needn't have forced her for long. She went completely limp and totally relaxed after a few minutes. About half way through my r*ping her ass with my tongue that she released a long soft wet stinky turd into my mouth. I ate it slowly and licked her ass clean and continued to do so for about six more hours.
I missed out on the opportunity of being my mother's regular human toilet for about 7 years.
Now I serve two women regularly.


