I married my college boyfriend right after college and we had two kids, boys. One day last year he tells me he doesn't feel well so he is going to stay home from work. I get home after work and he is gone, he left a note telling me that the kids were at our friend's house, he wanted a divorce and he was moving on. Recovery has been difficult, I could not stay in our house, the settlement is to split the bills we didn't have any savings to speak of or equity in the house. I am supposed to get child support but he quit his job and is working free lance and who knows if he is even working.

I moved into a small rental house and across the street from me lives a retired college professor. He is wicked and he won't leave me alone. He is always on his best behavior when my kids are around but when they aren't he is wicked and wants to fuck me, he always wants to fuck me. I let him once because I was not strong and couldn't stay away and now he is over here all the time I can't keep his hands off of me and he won't stop calling me honey or baby or sweetheart or worse he sometimes call me his young wife, I am not married to him.

He told my kids they can call him Grandpa, he tells me that Bill is only for formal occasions, he needs me to call him something personal, like I can call him honey, he wants me to introduce him to people as my boyfriend, he is anything but a boy and not a boyfriend, he is my neighbor who has a screw loose and can't keep his hands off of me. I work, I pick the kids up from the babysitter, I come home. As soon as I drive in he comes over, he wants to know what I am going to fix for dinner, he wants a kiss every single day I come home he expects a kiss. Once the boys are in bed he wants me to spend some quiet time with him, we don't make love on the couch because there is no door so I have to take him into my bedroom to make love so I can at least close the door.

He brought me a little bag to keep at my house for him, his personal toiletries and clean socks and underwear in case he spends the night. I went from a husband who abused me and abandoned me with two kids to a man who wants a young wife and won't leave me alone. Moving in with him saves me rent and the boys don't change schools. But I give up my independence which I don't have anyway. Not moving in with him just seems so stupid, he is over here every day and I can't really ask him to go home in the middle of the night so the boys see him here just about every day now.

He is my anchor and he wants to marry me and take care of me and I don't know why I am so scared.