For me it's been relatively easy to hide my gay relations to the outside world, in as much as it's only been through work that I've gained. But what I've gained, far far outweighs not accepting my fate in a sexual way.
I've been promoted three times, improving my salary by at least one hundred and forty per cent. I've received many envelopes containing a sizable bonus's. Plus I've been bought a car, had my rent in a very nice apartment paid for the past two years, and my bills are paid too.
There are two men who share me throughout the month, and one man, a client of the company I work for, who also when he's in the country, fucks my tight boyish ass.
It's my looks and my smooth boyish features which has all three men sexually spell bound. They're all married, yet they love nothing more than to bed me in my exclusive apartment.
You might think they'd pay a high class male escort to have sex with. But they all want exclusivity of a kind. Which means I keep myself extremely fit, healthy and for now, only theirs.
I do have a girlfriend, which they know about, who when she's in my city, I visit her and have fun. But no one visits my apartment, other than my parents and the three men who fuck me on a regular basis.
Although I know two of the men will tire of me and probably find another youthful guy to fuck. One of the men has begun to fall in love with me. I know this because of his emails, messages and recently his desire to take whole weekends away with me. He's the youngest of the men who share my delights and only married he says, to cover his gay leanings. At forty one he's also the best lover too, and someone if I had to change my bisexual life to a gay one, I'd choose.
My only problem is, one of the other men who fucks me every Friday evening, is his sixty six year old father. Neither knows the other is fucking me, and each thinks I'm only having sex with the client.
It's a situation I guess I'll have to resolve soon.


