All through school we didn't have any black students, that is, until my senior year in high school. I was smitten with her and asked her out the first chance. She accepted and we even went on a second date. As it worked out, for me, her father's job didn't work out and they moved before we became serious, or even had sex.

I wanted to fuck her. She was very dark and that turned me on, but she was gone.

Well, fast forward 20 years later now: my fetish is black women. As soon as I see a black woman, I get hard. My cock jumps up and is rock hard. It makes my next few minutes intersting while I ask her out to just get into her panties. My cock is good sized, 9" fully erect, so there is a bulge noticable as I try to get with her.

If she goes out with me, my only goal in life is to get into her panties, then fuck her every way I can. My dick does not ease up until I've fucked her at least 4 times--white girls it pops 1 maybe 2 times and I'm good, but black girls I have to keep fucking until it almost falls off. BJ, anal, bareback, I want and need my cum in her black body.

It's not a white superior thing for me, I treat her nice, enjoy her company, but I need to fuck her as soon as possible, I have fucked black women in store restrooms moments after meeting them, then once I get enough fucking her, I lose interest and am gone.

I don't use a condom and I have to leave my cum in her every hole I can. I am sure there are children out there that are mine, but I never check back to see--fuck and dump only.

Yes, I have seen a psychiatrist, but I enjoy it. I know what caused my fetish, but I also know I don't really want to stop. My Dr said until I do, then at least use a condom. I'm not doing that either.

I love seeing her dark body against mine, and knowing, maybe. I knocked her up with my white baby.