What it is called now is experimenting, but when I was a kid it wasn't viewed that way. I grew up in West Virginia and lived with my grandmother in a trailer park. She worked as a clerk in town and I had all afternoons for myself when I got back from school. There was a retired Korea War veteran who lived in the same trailer park when I was a freshman and sophomore in high school and he invited me over to talk to him. While I was there he gave me a magazine and asked me what I thought. It was a magazine of naked guys, standing naked beside the pool and stuff. They were all young and he asked me to pick out the one that I thought had the best dick.

This was outside on the little porch. He asked me to come inside and show him my dick and see if he liked it. He didn't like me just pulling my dick out through my zipper he had me drop my pants all the way and stand naked for him. He said he really liked my dick and he held it in his hand and he sucked it. He gave me my first blowjob, and he got me to ejaculate. I went over to his trailer most afternoons and looked at his magazines and he jacked me off or gave me blow jobs. Since I liked the magazines he subscribed to this magazine that came once a month, it had more action pictures, guys with dicks in their mouth, or dicks against their ass, or two guys sucking each other. While we looked at the magazine he jerked me off.

This went on for the couple of years that he lived in the trailer park. Too bad he had to move and when he left he gave me a couple of magazines and I would jerk off in my room after school. After all these years I still have those magazines he gave me, they are tame by today's standards and most kids who hang out like I did probably get a whole lot more than I did, not just getting jerked off and a blow job. But nowadays it is called experimenting, in my days he was a dirty old man and I was dirty kid.