I am an only child and I suppose I grew up pretty spoiled. I did well in school and was accepted to Columbia for college. In college I met Gracie and we became roommates. I am 35 and so is she. We have never had intercourse, we are both Gold Star lesbians. We are not particularly sexual, mostly we enjoy each other's company. We have two rooms but sometimes we sleep together. To me she has very nice breasts and I like seeing them and having her bend over me so that I can softly lick her nipples. My breasts are small and close to my chest so I can't do the same for her and when she sucks on my nipples I grab her head and don't leg go. I should say that when she sucks my nipples I go wet in a second and I want her to eat me. We are different in how we respond. I think she is pretty, I am definitely more plain that she is and I am confused as being the one with the pants in the house, but I am much more submissive to her than she is to me.

We got married three years ago, we eloped, it is no one else's business. When we did we had a Gold Star tattooed on our breast to remind us that we are not to be touched by man. We are not man haters, not even close, it is just that we do not want our vaginas close to a penis. It is that simple, it is our promise to each other. Ha, ha but we did go on a vacation to Iceland and we went to the penis museum, we could not find a vagina museum.

To me a woman's sex is much more interesting, go figure. A penis is just not that interesting. We are in a bit of a moment of maturity. We told my mother on her birthday that we were going to have a child each, no penis involved, but from the same sperm. The woman we are going to for insemination expects us both to have healthy pregnancies. It is strange to think of our sexual organs being used to make a baby, but I guess that must be so for all women. I have been fantasizing of where I should breast feed. I have a nice chair in our living room and it looks out on a pond in the back, it is a community pond but I don't think people can see in. I do wish I had bigger breasts for the baby, I know breast size has nothing to do with milk, but to me a baby on a nice big breast looks so nice. I guess I will have to content myself watching Gracie breast feed.

Now that we are going down the family highway we are going to join names and have one surname. We flipped a coin and she is going to take my family name, the lawyers are fixing the application paperwork. We find it strange that we are choosing a surname, we are not part of a man's house, but the babies will need a surname so we will use my father's name. We will also have to make room for us to live in one bedroom going forward, the other bedroom will be for the babies. We have been together since we were in college and we are just now agreeing to share a room permanently.

Life has been good to us, we have good jobs but not high paying jobs and we are still on Mom and Dad's payroll for most of our things, including our home which we got when we turned 30. I guess that is why we want to have children, I am an only child, if I don't have a child my mother's line dies out. As a good lesbian I think I should at least extend the female side of the family. My father's brothers all have grandchildren. Of course Gracie is doing the same although her sister has children.

It is funny, we found this Magazine Modern Living, it doesn't have anything about two lesbians conceiving children without a penis. I can't help it, I still think it is a bit strange to get pregnant and not use a penis, think of all those babies born to lesbians a hundred years ago. I know that some people believe that they hated getting pregnant but if they are like me, the looked forward to it. I am very excited, I can't wait to meet our babies. Must be hormones, but I will take it.