I spent ten plus years in a lesbian relationship. I got abused by a man I did some work for. After the day I gave into him and let him use me for sex my LT partner left me. I then turned all of my attention on him.

I don't know if I lied to myself when I lived with my woman partner or I am lying to myself now giving myself to a man.

I recognize I am a pleaser, particularly to the power person in my life, first with her and now with him. I am good at being the wife in the relationship, something he really likes about me.