I've only been a gay guy for the last three years. Prior to that I was married to my high school girl friend for 13 years till she died from cancer. It was a very sad time. Plus I was left to raise our daughter on my own.

So I was single till I was 33. I really didn't know what I wanted after my wife died. Never once did I ever think I'd be a gay guy till I started talking to this guy that is 6 years older than me who lived down the road. Started talking to him during the summer when going on walks or bicycle rides with my daughter. My daughter was only 4 when I meet him. He knew I was married but didn't know my wife passed away. He found out by asking me why he never saw me with my wife.

My daughter went to my wife's parents house for one weekend out of the month so that she could keep a close time with that part of the family. During those weekends before meeting that neighbor I'd typically just spend it doing house work, cleaning my truck and masturbating. I guess typical guy things lol. But once I started talking to that neighbor, on those weekends we'd go out to eat together. For something to do.

So I was 33 at the time and after the fifth time of us hanging out and getting dinner he asked if I had a sex life and I told him no. My wife and I stopped having sex when we found out she had cancer and since she past I never really thought about it. I had had sex 4 years at that point.

But what happened after that was definitely not something I expected. Was at his house just talking and he told me he is gay. I never knew that, he just didn't look gay to me I guess.

I was definitely horny and starved of sex at that point in my life so that night I ended up in his bed, both of us in just our Calvin Klein briefs. Kinda funny we had the same underwear on! I was making out with him and my cock was so hard. I'm 6" hard and his briefs rubbed my leg and I could feel he was very hard too.

I was ready to try so I pulled his tighty whities down and gave my first ever blowjob. He was 7" uncut and I was amazed by his uncut cock! I'm cut myself. Fast forward 20 minutes and he had me on my back, my legs up and he's penetrating my butt. I was overwhelmed and was amazed at how good it felt

After that first night we had regular sex, three or four times a week. Always when I put my daughter to bed he'd come over and we'd enjoy our time in my bedroom. I was always Rock hard in my briefs when I opened the front door.

So two years after our first time and many times of me bottoming my daughter definitely was catching on I think. She see that guy and me sleeping in our briefs in my bed on occasion when he stayed the night. That's when we told my daughter that I was gay and that he was my boyfriend.

Shortly after that we got married, never had I ever thought I'd be marrying a guy but I Did! Great wedding it was and my deceased wife's parents were very supportive of it and they gladly watch my daughter as I took a two week honeymoon with my new husband. During that honeymoon was the first time I topped him and the first time he cummed in me! Prior to that he always wore a condom. It was extra special and sexy taking his cum in my butt. He hasn't done much bottoming his whole life so it was special to us! I was always the bottom prior to that. And actually I stil mainly bottom, just prefer it. Plus he's older so makes a sexy top!

So I'm 36 now and he's 42. Gray hair and all looking hot! What's great is our sex life is still as good as when we first started having sex! Really hot on the days we both wear white Calvin Klein briefs, reminds us of the first time. And here I am wearing some blue Calvin Klein hip briefs hard as a rock typing this just after having morning sex and his cum in me.