Brings back memories. I was a little older than you on my first stint. From the get go I was set on fooling around with other men. Nobody would have to force me. I actually sucked off two men before another man sucked my dick in return. From my personal experiences half the population is sucking dick and the other half is getting fucked in the ass. Everybody does something but it's not a topic of conversation. During all my stints in the joint I met one man after another who wanted to suck dick for the first time. I was a known cocksucker and I cannot tell you how many men who approached me under the pretense of sucking their dick, but also wanted to try sucking dick for the first time. They all were worried about nobody finding out that they sucked my dick. They are some of the best cocksuckers in the joint starting out. I rarely get a chance to play with another man on the streets. Do you still suck dick?
You had it easy. When I went to prison at 18 I was getting my ass plowed by my cell mate every night fir the 7 months I was in prison. Thankfully he didnt have a huge cock, it still hurt like crazy the first few times.
Every night at lights out he'd bend me over, plow my ass, cum in me then get back in his bed. On my last day he filled my ass with his cum before I left.
He was an older guy, first night there he told me he was gonna fuck me
I feel for you bro. I seen how it messed up the minds of some guys. I thank my lucky stars that I wasn't r**ed.
I truly can mess with a guy. Plenty gave it happen to them and some get it worse than others. That was many years ago so I don't let it bother me that it happened, really if you look at it I guess I was kinda lucky. It was only one guy doing that to me where others had multiple guys doing it to them.
Did you have the fear it would happen to you?
It's too bad it is a taboo subject to discuss, even among men it happened to. There is something ther**eutic about getting it off your chest and out in the open without judgment.
I was fearful from the start. I heard tons of stories in the county jail. I was terrified of getting gang r**ed. Since I was no badass and I just wanted to do my time and go home, I told myself to do what I had to do to survive and not get hurt. In the beginning I thought that I could give up my ass. Not knowing how it could happen I thought better of it. That's when I began contemplating giving head to make it easy on me. It became an obsession. In the showers I seen guys and wondered if they would be the one to want to r**e me. Over time I thought less about who might r**e me and more about whose dick I would suck. Some of the guys in the showers with hardons made me aroused. I would fantasize about it when I jacked off. It was only a matter of time before I did the did. As the saying goes, you can't r**e the willing.
True, I guess you have to be willing to do things to survive that you normally wouldn't do. I wasn't warned by anyone on county jail or In intake in prison of what actually happens in prison. The first time my cell mate did it it was more forceful and me only being 18 at the time and not big I knew I couldn't fight.
After the first few nights I just realized I might have to do something I don't want to do in order to survive. I also figured it'd be much easier if I was willing to let my cellmate do it. I was in fear a gang of guys would do it to me and knew that would be hell.
When my cell mate told me I should just get used to him in my ass so that my time goes by easier. And he said it's either his dick or he knows a few other big dick guys that would love me.
I did things years back that could have sent me to jail but never got caught. I read stories of prison sex. I sometimes think it would be ok to be in jail and able to suck multiple cocks of guys i may like . I do enjoy sucking cocks too . Reality is i would have to suck guys i did not like and be fucked often too. This too by huge cocks that would hurt like hell . I.do get so hard when reading cocksucking stories