Straight Female / 46
After 2 failed marriages and a cheating bf, I've really been searching hard to find myself. I have thought about what it is that i want and i finally realize exactly what it is. I want a guy who is willing to explore my freaky side. One who won't have to cheat because I'm pretty open minded.
After searching locally and coming up short, i decided to join a dating site to see if i had any luck there. I met a man thru the site that i felt a connection with so we talked everyday for a while. He is tall, good looking, funny...
During our getting to know one another he had a few days off and took a mini vacation out of state. While on vacation he was drinking and decided to text me. Under the influence of alcohol he was pretty loose with his thoughts. I wasn't drinking at all.
It was during this conversation that we began really talking about our sexual desires. I thought mine would shock him but decided to tell him anyhow. I confessed to him that i wanted to do a 3sum M/M/F but i wanted the men to be bisexual. I then told him the things about that scenario that i found to be the biggest turn on.
He actually shocked me when he then told me that he was bi-curious but had never had the nerve and opportunity to act on it. He also told me that he was turned on by the thought of his woman using a strap on, on him, which i find sexy. We both enjoy outdoor sex and he enjoys the risk of getting caught. I'm a squirter and he said that is a huge turn on. He enjoys water play which is something i would love to experience.
We talked a lot more about things we would enjoy and found that we are very compatible. We share porn that We think will turn the other on. He is well endowed so the men in the porn images are also.
We met on a dating site and both claim to be looking for a long term relationship. He said on a scale from 1 to 10 his desire to find a relationship is a 15 but...we have been talking for 2 months and he still won't agree to meet me.
I'm beginning to wonder if instead of him being straight as he claims or even bisexual, if he isn't gay instead and seeking a relationship with a man instead of a woman.
What puzzles me is he was the one who first contacted me on the dating site.
We are suppose to meet tomorrow but I'm almost betting he backs out.
Guess he isn't the one after!!!
After searching locally and coming up short, i decided to join a dating site to see if i had any luck there. I met a man thru the site that i felt a connection with so we talked everyday for a while. He is tall, good looking, funny...
During our getting to know one another he had a few days off and took a mini vacation out of state. While on vacation he was drinking and decided to text me. Under the influence of alcohol he was pretty loose with his thoughts. I wasn't drinking at all.
It was during this conversation that we began really talking about our sexual desires. I thought mine would shock him but decided to tell him anyhow. I confessed to him that i wanted to do a 3sum M/M/F but i wanted the men to be bisexual. I then told him the things about that scenario that i found to be the biggest turn on.
He actually shocked me when he then told me that he was bi-curious but had never had the nerve and opportunity to act on it. He also told me that he was turned on by the thought of his woman using a strap on, on him, which i find sexy. We both enjoy outdoor sex and he enjoys the risk of getting caught. I'm a squirter and he said that is a huge turn on. He enjoys water play which is something i would love to experience.
We talked a lot more about things we would enjoy and found that we are very compatible. We share porn that We think will turn the other on. He is well endowed so the men in the porn images are also.
We met on a dating site and both claim to be looking for a long term relationship. He said on a scale from 1 to 10 his desire to find a relationship is a 15 but...we have been talking for 2 months and he still won't agree to meet me.
I'm beginning to wonder if instead of him being straight as he claims or even bisexual, if he isn't gay instead and seeking a relationship with a man instead of a woman.
What puzzles me is he was the one who first contacted me on the dating site.
We are suppose to meet tomorrow but I'm almost betting he backs out.
Guess he isn't the one after!!!
