Straight Male / 34
Hello everyone. I would like to share a secret with everyone about my fantasy and sexual obsession with my mother. I am in my thirties now but as I sit here with my cock in a fleshlight, looking at plump mature women doing strip teases in sexy lingerie, I can't help but think about this event in my life.
When I was about 7 or 8 years old, my parents got a video camera and shortly after I came across a "Video tape". It wasn't until many years later that I made the connection but I will start from the beginning.
My mother came into my room one night because her and my father were going to spend the night at a hotel. Being so young, I didn't understand why, but I remember how she was dressed. She was a very curvy woman with large breasts but she always maintained an hour-glass figure even though she had a little pudge around the belly. She was wearing a long brown floral dress, her hair was done, her make up like an Egyptian Goddess, and I noticed two black straps over her shoulders, but it looked different than a normal bra. She got her hails done in silver which was very rare and I remember her gold necklace hanging down around around her cleavage and the smell of her perfume. She used her finger nails to scratch my back to sleep and I remember how nice they felt.
Her energy was very very sensual and sexual that night, but being so young, I didn't pick up on this until hindsight. She was prepared for a very special night.
About a year or two later I came across a video tape as I was snooping through my parents closet. Of course, I decided to have a look.
The scene was a motel room, somewhat classy but cheap because my father was a cheap asshole all together and didn't realize what a Goddess he had. There was my mother shaking her hips back and forth to the music in the exact same outfit I remember her from that evening when she scratched my back to sleep with her long silver finger nails.
As she moved her hips back and forth, she teased the camera a bit by lifting up her skirt and showing showing off her silver high heels and black stockings. I remembered the black stockings now and silver high heels now but I had no idea that underneath that beautiful dress was stockings connected to a garter.
She danced around a bit more and started taking her dress down exposing her teddy underneath. It was a black 80's style teddy that buttoned at the crotch with tiny red roses. I knew which teddy this was because I had been in her lingerie and panty drawer more than once by this time which was one of my curiosities.
As she removed her dressed, there she was shaking her hips in a slow erotic manner in a sensual way that I've been unable to find again as I flip through porn hub and other similar places looking for "Mature BBW striptease". She had this certain "class" and "sensuality" to her that is unmatched.
I remember when she bent over and showed her ass, I was both aroused and shamed. I knew I shouldn't be watching this video but my eyes were fixated on it. She lowers her teddy to reveal the most beautiful breasts I have ever seen, probably a DD but natural. Just a little bit of sag, full, and they looked so very soft.
The video changes to her laying in the bed and she unbuttons the teddy from the crotch area and spreads her legs. There is my mother, beautifully spread in black stockings, silver high heels, make up, jewelry, etc. It was the most BEAUTIFUL and EROTIC scene I have seen in my life.
When she revealed her pussy, it was just a bit hairy but well trimmed. I remember the first time I saw her spread it and I saw the beautiful pink inside. But she didn't spread it in a raunchy way, she spread it very slowly, the lips sticking to each other and revealing just a little bit of the pink from inside.
At this point it felt so wrong to look at where I came from like that. I mean, this is my MOTHER. But it was the most beautiful scene I have ever seen!
The video changes to my father laying down with his dick erect and my mother lays down and starts sucking his cock. i couldn't watch this part at all and fast forwarded past that part. However, I do remember how she looked with a cock in her mouth, how she worked the shaft, and how her bracelets, earrings, and necklace jingled while she did it.
I put the video back and would take it out from time to time. No one knew I knew where it was.
About three or four years later I happen to take out the video and there was more footage on it from our new house. My mother was a little bigger by then but she was still so beautiful.
There was a new scene now of her in a lime green and black teddy, again with black stockings and silver high heels. She was dancing to sensually but this time she bent over the couch and put her ass in the air. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen! The camera panned around her large beautiful ass and there I was looking at the glory of where I came from, adorned with sexy lingerie, stockings, high heels, etc.
My father comes over to her and starts licking her ass and of course I fast forwarded through this part. I just couldn't watch that. However, at this point he starts jacking off while she is bent over and cums on her ass. I remember watching through this a few times and the feeling I got was very strange. Here is a beautiful Goddess, bent over and dressed up so nicely, and he is going to jack off on her ass and that's it?? What about HER pleasure? After this the video ended.
I remember having access to this video until my early twenties and in hind sight I wish I would have made a copy because it's been impossible to find any similar videos online with the same class and elegance.
My father left when I was about 15 years old and I didn't understand how lonely my mother was. Had I really understood women back then, I would have attempted to fill her loneliness. In hindsight, I can only imagine how sensual making love to my mother would have been. I remember when she used to touch me, she always had this "gentleness" that I could only IMAGINE how amazing it would be in a sexual context. But, I did the normal thing and just acted like I was not attracted to my mother.
I remember one time she said "I could teach you a lot about sex if you'd let me". I thought the natural response should be "Mom, that's gross". Oh, if I could go back to that moment and change my reaction!!!
As a teenager and in my early twenties I always had a side girl who was an older BBW who would dress up for me like my mother in that video. Some of them were happy to play mother-son role-play with her. As time progressed and relationships got more serious, I realized that if I wanted to maintain that part of me, I would have to find a backpage girl because I couldn't maintain a side-relationship.
Whenever I go out of town on business, I always look for a BBW backpage girl, preferably with long black hair and olive skin. Some are very close, others not so much but as they are sucking my cock, I'm always thinking about how my mother looked with a cock in her mouth, and especially when I'm fucking them from the back, I think about my beautiful Goddess mother.
I am married now and I have shared this story with my wife. Turns out, she had a thing for her father too! lol. I guess like attracts like, or these type of sexual feelings are more common than we like to admit.
For me, the ultimate pleasure would be to be able to worship my mother's pussy, only the way a son can do. Thank her for all of her sacrifices, all of her love, and put all of that grateful energy into every lick and touch of her beautiful pussy.
Right now I have a masseuse that I see who is an older bbw with olive skin and black hair. She entertains my mother-son role playing fantasies, but I don't think she knows the extent of it. She dresses up for me and my wife is OK with it too, so I'm happy.
My wife looks very much like my mother but not like she did at the time of the video. My mother was a slim-model type in her twenties and my wife looks very close to that. In fact, I have a picture of her in our house at that age and people have often raised an eye-brow as to how similar my wife looks.
My mother went through chemo and then passed away in my early thirties. She wasn't the same as in the video and she deteriorated as she passed. It's very sad. When she passed, I found a bunch of her lingerie and jewelry, some of the very same she wrote in the video. My wife wore it for me and I found myself dealing with the grief by living out my fantasies with my wife.
I have the most perfect wife. And I had the most perfect mother. I chose to remember my mother as the sensual Goddess that she was, not the person who was deteriorating from cancer.
Tell me. Is that fucked up? Is that wrong? It might be.. but, she was my Goddess, second only to my Wife.
She absolutely LOVED my wife even though she passed just a couple of months after we met. She knew my wife was the one. I think she saw herself in my wife.
So, there it is. I've shared the story with the world. Be well!
When I was about 7 or 8 years old, my parents got a video camera and shortly after I came across a "Video tape". It wasn't until many years later that I made the connection but I will start from the beginning.
My mother came into my room one night because her and my father were going to spend the night at a hotel. Being so young, I didn't understand why, but I remember how she was dressed. She was a very curvy woman with large breasts but she always maintained an hour-glass figure even though she had a little pudge around the belly. She was wearing a long brown floral dress, her hair was done, her make up like an Egyptian Goddess, and I noticed two black straps over her shoulders, but it looked different than a normal bra. She got her hails done in silver which was very rare and I remember her gold necklace hanging down around around her cleavage and the smell of her perfume. She used her finger nails to scratch my back to sleep and I remember how nice they felt.
Her energy was very very sensual and sexual that night, but being so young, I didn't pick up on this until hindsight. She was prepared for a very special night.
About a year or two later I came across a video tape as I was snooping through my parents closet. Of course, I decided to have a look.
The scene was a motel room, somewhat classy but cheap because my father was a cheap asshole all together and didn't realize what a Goddess he had. There was my mother shaking her hips back and forth to the music in the exact same outfit I remember her from that evening when she scratched my back to sleep with her long silver finger nails.
As she moved her hips back and forth, she teased the camera a bit by lifting up her skirt and showing showing off her silver high heels and black stockings. I remembered the black stockings now and silver high heels now but I had no idea that underneath that beautiful dress was stockings connected to a garter.
She danced around a bit more and started taking her dress down exposing her teddy underneath. It was a black 80's style teddy that buttoned at the crotch with tiny red roses. I knew which teddy this was because I had been in her lingerie and panty drawer more than once by this time which was one of my curiosities.
As she removed her dressed, there she was shaking her hips in a slow erotic manner in a sensual way that I've been unable to find again as I flip through porn hub and other similar places looking for "Mature BBW striptease". She had this certain "class" and "sensuality" to her that is unmatched.
I remember when she bent over and showed her ass, I was both aroused and shamed. I knew I shouldn't be watching this video but my eyes were fixated on it. She lowers her teddy to reveal the most beautiful breasts I have ever seen, probably a DD but natural. Just a little bit of sag, full, and they looked so very soft.
The video changes to her laying in the bed and she unbuttons the teddy from the crotch area and spreads her legs. There is my mother, beautifully spread in black stockings, silver high heels, make up, jewelry, etc. It was the most BEAUTIFUL and EROTIC scene I have seen in my life.
When she revealed her pussy, it was just a bit hairy but well trimmed. I remember the first time I saw her spread it and I saw the beautiful pink inside. But she didn't spread it in a raunchy way, she spread it very slowly, the lips sticking to each other and revealing just a little bit of the pink from inside.
At this point it felt so wrong to look at where I came from like that. I mean, this is my MOTHER. But it was the most beautiful scene I have ever seen!
The video changes to my father laying down with his dick erect and my mother lays down and starts sucking his cock. i couldn't watch this part at all and fast forwarded past that part. However, I do remember how she looked with a cock in her mouth, how she worked the shaft, and how her bracelets, earrings, and necklace jingled while she did it.
I put the video back and would take it out from time to time. No one knew I knew where it was.
About three or four years later I happen to take out the video and there was more footage on it from our new house. My mother was a little bigger by then but she was still so beautiful.
There was a new scene now of her in a lime green and black teddy, again with black stockings and silver high heels. She was dancing to sensually but this time she bent over the couch and put her ass in the air. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen! The camera panned around her large beautiful ass and there I was looking at the glory of where I came from, adorned with sexy lingerie, stockings, high heels, etc.
My father comes over to her and starts licking her ass and of course I fast forwarded through this part. I just couldn't watch that. However, at this point he starts jacking off while she is bent over and cums on her ass. I remember watching through this a few times and the feeling I got was very strange. Here is a beautiful Goddess, bent over and dressed up so nicely, and he is going to jack off on her ass and that's it?? What about HER pleasure? After this the video ended.
I remember having access to this video until my early twenties and in hind sight I wish I would have made a copy because it's been impossible to find any similar videos online with the same class and elegance.
My father left when I was about 15 years old and I didn't understand how lonely my mother was. Had I really understood women back then, I would have attempted to fill her loneliness. In hindsight, I can only imagine how sensual making love to my mother would have been. I remember when she used to touch me, she always had this "gentleness" that I could only IMAGINE how amazing it would be in a sexual context. But, I did the normal thing and just acted like I was not attracted to my mother.
I remember one time she said "I could teach you a lot about sex if you'd let me". I thought the natural response should be "Mom, that's gross". Oh, if I could go back to that moment and change my reaction!!!
As a teenager and in my early twenties I always had a side girl who was an older BBW who would dress up for me like my mother in that video. Some of them were happy to play mother-son role-play with her. As time progressed and relationships got more serious, I realized that if I wanted to maintain that part of me, I would have to find a backpage girl because I couldn't maintain a side-relationship.
Whenever I go out of town on business, I always look for a BBW backpage girl, preferably with long black hair and olive skin. Some are very close, others not so much but as they are sucking my cock, I'm always thinking about how my mother looked with a cock in her mouth, and especially when I'm fucking them from the back, I think about my beautiful Goddess mother.
I am married now and I have shared this story with my wife. Turns out, she had a thing for her father too! lol. I guess like attracts like, or these type of sexual feelings are more common than we like to admit.
For me, the ultimate pleasure would be to be able to worship my mother's pussy, only the way a son can do. Thank her for all of her sacrifices, all of her love, and put all of that grateful energy into every lick and touch of her beautiful pussy.
Right now I have a masseuse that I see who is an older bbw with olive skin and black hair. She entertains my mother-son role playing fantasies, but I don't think she knows the extent of it. She dresses up for me and my wife is OK with it too, so I'm happy.
My wife looks very much like my mother but not like she did at the time of the video. My mother was a slim-model type in her twenties and my wife looks very close to that. In fact, I have a picture of her in our house at that age and people have often raised an eye-brow as to how similar my wife looks.
My mother went through chemo and then passed away in my early thirties. She wasn't the same as in the video and she deteriorated as she passed. It's very sad. When she passed, I found a bunch of her lingerie and jewelry, some of the very same she wrote in the video. My wife wore it for me and I found myself dealing with the grief by living out my fantasies with my wife.
I have the most perfect wife. And I had the most perfect mother. I chose to remember my mother as the sensual Goddess that she was, not the person who was deteriorating from cancer.
Tell me. Is that fucked up? Is that wrong? It might be.. but, she was my Goddess, second only to my Wife.
She absolutely LOVED my wife even though she passed just a couple of months after we met. She knew my wife was the one. I think she saw herself in my wife.
So, there it is. I've shared the story with the world. Be well!
