I am going through the biggest test of my life. She is fifteen and I am twenty eight, she is my student and I am in love with her. I am her favorite teacher and she comes home with me every day after school until her mother comes to pick her up. I also sit for her overnight if her mother goes out on a date. I love her in so many ways and I have intimate feelings for her. I keep all this to myself and give her all my love and I am very careful with showing my intimate feelings. I am not public about my orientation for obvious reasons that I am an educator.