I just wanted to say that I have this unexpected and somewhat unnatural for me attraction to another girl in my class. I have never felt this way about a girl. I have had friends, and close friends. But this? We were assigned a group project and that is how I got to know her. We worked together on it for three weeks and we ended up spending a lot of time together. I was at her apartment, she shares an apartment with two other girls. We agreed to go get something to eat and she wanted to change and we were talking and I ended up in her room as she got out of everything except her panties.

Well then I said 'boy you have nice tits'. She turned to me and said something like well so do you, but I don't know for sure, and show me your tits and let's see. Once I had taken off my shirt and bra she examined me closely, touching me, bouncing my tits, touching my nipples and then she kissed each one and acted like she was tasting them and said I would do, and now to touch her tits and show her why I thought her tits were nice.

When she got me to kiss them, she said no, kiss them hard, suck all the milk out and keep sucking until I had sucked until there wasn't any more milk left. While I was sucking her tits she took off her panties and pushed me onto her bed and got on me and said she wanted my pants off right then, to get naked for her. She sat on my hips while she held my hands on her tits and she asked me to tell her one hundred ways that I thought her tits were nice. She got a bit frustrated and said she wanted to go down on me and got off and got between my legs and went down on me.

She got me to come, and then laid back and said she wanted to go to Nirvana and I was her space ship and take her there. She meant one thing and I did it and she flipped her clit while I was kissing her and she came too. Then, let's get dressed and go get something to eat. I spent the night with her, and I realize that I am more than just horny about being with her. I have had sex many times, too many times, with guys. Several different guys, but this is the first time I have had sex with a girl. Up to now, not even a kiss. She says she is pretty much open to either one, with a girl she is more relaxed and likes to do things that feel good all around, she calls it communion. With a guy she pretty much takes what ever he is dishing out.

But I am feeling something for her. We agreed to go to the ball game, she and I and this guy she knows. It was horrible, I was torn apart inside. She noticed and cooled it down with him and told me that no matter what she wasn't going to go with him after the game, she would go with me but I had to come up with something, make it a date.

I don't know if I am just going through something short or if it is real. My date was to ask her to go for a walk with me along the shoreline and we held hands and talked. I wanted to talk, about my feelings, about having sex with her, about why guys. She got serious with me and told me she liked me a whole lot and wanted me to stay with her, but two times doesn't make it forever, so she would let me get as close as I wanted with her but to remember that we were in college and flings happen, even between girls. She had been there before. She did tell me that if I was the real thing for her she was going to want to tell me right away, but we had to date first.

I have been totally straight up to now, but I may not be as straight as I thought.