Eighth grade and given a ride by a college student to a party. He parked down the street about a block away under a dark tree. He grabbed me and kissed me. He pushed his hand on my pussy. He grabbed my tits. He took out his dick and told me he wanted pussy. He got under my dress and pulled off my panties and I turned towards the window and he fucked me from behind. I sure wasn't thinking of getting pregnant and neither was he. He wanted pussy.

Maybe it wasn't the best way to lose your virginity. But I was an older girl from then on and I sucked dick and I hung out with the older high school girls and the college guys. He took me to parties and I put out.

I was lucky I guess that I didn't get pregnant, but if I had I would have just been one of the girls that got pregnant. I used the rhythm and the withdrawal method. There really is no best time, but if I was a day or two before my period I let him give it to me inside, or if I was a day or two after my period I let him give it to me inside. If he wanted it inside and it wasn't a safe day we douched with Coke.

I don't know if that is why I was always part of the cool crowd, but if you were part of the cool crowd you put out.