I won children's pageants, was the beauty queen in my school and I was my province's beauty queen. I met many people all over the world. Doors were opened. However I turned forty and unmarried. I married out of loneliness, my husband married me for the looks. My marriage lasted two and half years.
I am divorced single, I am unhappy and sad most of the time. I have friends, one couple are true friends, unlike every one else they are not impressed by my looks. I cried with them.
My biggest regrets include not learning a profession, not having a husband, not having children.


