my masturbation sessions involve me using my hand or object and rubbing my clit and watching porn with horny couples in weird settings fucking. for some reason its way sexier with bed noises and longer the better. more baby more. do deep that's it love hearing her ride and moan.

I go find a few good porn shows and put them on all at once and then grab a picture of my crush and touch myself til I cum.

I wish I could see him. We are worlds apart cut apart by class and wealth and intellect. He is a wealthy surgeon and I am a welfare loser studying crap and a nobody so the other women tell me. "as if he would want you"! they say. so I left. and been fucking him in my daily life via masturbation for other 5 or more years. he probably has long forgotten me and would see me as fat ugly old sag bag.

I still blame that indian slut for this. she didn't want me to have him and made sure as she sent me to him as a doctor I would never be able to have a relationship with him. cunning whore slut indian dogbeasts. I hope they all die in hell soon. They re so rude indians.