I always had pent up emotions of being feline gay. dressing in lingerie stocking heels and wearing full make up turns me on. I would get fully dressed and go for a drive and walk around in front of stores and gay bars. I loved getting picked up and having parking lot sex. When I got into a car, I was a total sissy gay willing to satisfy my dates needs. And I always did. What ever they wanted I did for them. I had a boyfriend that I met weekly. We would talk too. I was 100% honest and shared all my secrets with him. He would take me to a motel and bring me presents of pretty dresses, panties, make up and watch me get dressed for him. Sometimes he would say "you are perfect" he would take me for a ride and tell me to walk around and window shop while He would sit in the car stroking his cock. This turned me on so much. One time another guy drove up and started talking to me. My boyfriend told me to tease him. I did. Then I got in his car and sucked his cock. When he came I made sure some of his cum was still on my face when I walked back and got into my boyfriends car. This turned him on so much. He took me back to our motel room and fucked me all night long.