i posted in when i was a kid about my time between 9ish and 13 telling about the first time he did it and how for nearly a year before that she had been training me, little did i know, and i told how they blackmailed me and i understood i was owned,and how i did as told but as if it was not happening to me, well this is the what happened, first time beating with a belt and then he r**ed my bum and was the first person to have my hole. over the next few weeks as i had more threats and bullying , he made me suck him and let him come in my mouth, from then on for ages i was told wahat to do and i did , i always pretended him fucking me hurt so much even when i was saying that i wanted to have our time , i learnt from her and what he said how to give great head, and always tryed to as it was finished so fast , unlike when he wanted to have me. he liked to see me i pain as he fucked so i learnt how to control my arse so it didnt hurt but acted as if it did, within a short time i could take anything in my bum and relax so i felt no pain, i felt no emotion or pain and over time i was used by him and then her and sometimes both,i had to sometimes role play for them and did , i was a boy scout nocking the door or a school boy from another school lost or if it was raining a lost boy soaking wet asking if he could shelter and all times it ended up with the boy getting fucked, it stopped mattering to me, i just did as told all i thought about was hope no one finds out, more than that he was fucking me, and so was she and then them.i was prob nearly 11 when asked if i would do this for them. well i had no choice as they had pics that i didnt know had been taken just showing me full on and what i was doing . in one i am sucking all you see is me and a cock in my mouth not whos. another i am sat on top of a man and in full view i am a few inches above his waist and you can see me and how i am sat on a cock and can see only a bit of it as the rest is in me. and one other me on my back legs wide open and in the air me holding my ankles and me smileing broadly and a pic of me on my back and a cock in my hole and no doubt and me smileing. id di this as told to prove i was theres but had no idea it was being filmed . till shown selected pics and told not to worry coz they will only be shown if i am bad or deceitful, gthen i knew i was lost and owned, and was mad as then i realised till the pics i could have just ran off as all they had was words. but didnt now pics that made it look like i was a boy whore for men, i could never let them be spread so i accepted my role,he said for us be nice to a friend tonight he will visit you from 8 till 11 and i said ok. well as said before he did. and during that time i took him all both in my mouth and hole and made him believe that i had just been had and loved it for the first time due to him being a god, he got the full thing , and my special daddy had never got, i knew he was my route to freedom so i acteed like that so h would come back like i said in the other story. well next friday afternoom in that field and i am saying i cant and i will get killed but never i dont want to , he was saying so much so many promises and so on but i kept saying its wrong and he will kill me. so in the end after ages i sat next to him and said sorry i can never say yes to you, then i smiled at him and said well i guess you have only one choice if you want to get it on with me you will have to force me wiont you, but you wont force me will you and at that point moved towardshim and he got the hint and pushed my head into his lap, noiw this was the first time i was doing it by choice not force but only for a reason so in his car i gave him his first secret bj. and after that i said i dont belive you made me do that please dont make me let you fuck me in here and in those trees , so he did and then we met every week and for him as a act , he got what he asked with a smile. and his best mate knew nothing, for him i was his boy and asked him to teach me everything he could and was crazy for him and for us to do fan tasy stuff all so i could get him to fuck me whilst we looked at the pics they took of me so i could find out where they was kept and how to get them and afte two long years more i did, but during thiose two years less than a week after he had ben my test for his best mate he had fucked me in secret, and told me so many things about their club how many more there was and so on, so i spent most week ends still at there house and did as told always every friday and sat eve something happened , and between those days he would meet me and cheat on his mate , and i made him be even worse over the time , i made him fuck me in there house and in there car, and in the showers at the rugger club and made him let me give him bjs in dangerous places all for a reason. as we fucked in that feild behind the hedge i would say things like i am yours master you can sell me to other men if you want i will master or you can tell me what i have to do so you can watch, so to be sure that when i said can we fuck and look at pics of me looking like a rent boy it would not be surprising, and so it went on from 11ish he had what he wanted i felt nothing at all. but apparently all the practise i did at first with her about how to take cock and not get hurt came good. coz as said very soon even at 10 ish i could take anything in one go and not feel pain . but also as i had such good control it was just as easy for me to tighten up and be anything from a young virgin and so small and in pain as the cock forces in . to a virgin who the same then starts to like it and joins in and gets banged, i let him have anything he wanted and even more, some friend and club member he was , really less than one week after your best mate asks you to test if his boy is loyal and you get to bang a 10/11 year old, you chase after him and wear him down and fuck him in your car and then lots more times , and you likeing that you are fucking your best mates property behind his and everyones back, you are the one that fills that small boys bum with your cock and then your come. and its your secret, well guesss what, yes you was fucking me behind mummy and daddys backs and you loved it and we were dirty and you loved me being dangerous and you had my arse in the club showers and in the team coach as the game was on and during


and even lunch time at school was not safe and we fucked lots of lunch times and after school but my proudest one,i was told by you to work at the allotement that day and i did i got there early and worked hard but had told him i was there and we all knew you was away with the teaam and she was at work all day so he came early and helped me do all my work and i was finished very early as we both worked hard, so i said brill now we are finished i will get changed and went in your shed, and took all my clothes off and put them over the chair and as i was naked i knew he was going to walk in as thats what perves do i stood side ways to the door and covered my cock and balls in lotion and staeted rubbing it in and all round my bits he took longer than i thought to walk in so i was rubbing lotion in and playing with my self and asd i wanked i went with the strokes and started gasping each time then without me noticing the door opened and it was him stood there so i jumped as if shocked and turned to him and said well now you are here what do you think of me in this shed yes or no. he said yes so i giggled and said you will fuck me and as i stood naked in your shed at your allotment he did and i bent over the work bench as he did i held my hole open for him

as other people was working on there plots,well after we finished and walked out i could see the old boy from the next plot looking very oddly at us, but i didnt care because by that time i knew that it was not just me and daddy was not
the only one i knew that looked at me like that. i knew from how he looked he was like them , that look was the look
that those c**ts did. and so i thought to myself well the tester and best and most trusted mate in the world is fucking daddies boy lots and making him keep it secret, so who knows how many secrets can be kept, o my your shed at your allotment wow that was sacred ground to you and her ha, you and her fucking me outside as my first and that was in your shed and it ,was heaven to .you i know. well now matey had just done evil on sacred ground ha , he had just fucked your boy over your bench whilst naked in your shed as the allotement was busy , and another thing you didnt know was the old boy from acreoos the path had sused what had happened he knew that the young boy thatb helps outn for you had just been fucked, what he didnt know was by choice or by force. we;; when we walked out matey left and i carried on tidying up and for the next few hours i grafted he left just before lunch and now it was about 4 so nearly time to finish and walk home to theres . so i collected everything up and noticed the old boy still looking bur acted as if i didnt know. so when i had stored everything away i got my bag and took some more gear out and left it on show , then picked it up and walked into your shed again i wondered would he come over or would he want to but scared to. so as i was being fucked by you and her and you thought i was your property, and i acteed like that, but behind your backs in secret your best mate was fucking your boys mouth and arse and he owned that boy , well both of you thought i was yours only, so i stood in the shed naked and pretending to get changed as the door opened and the old boy walked in i had my back to him and as i turned round i was holding the ends of two ribbons and pulling them apart hard , and those ribbons were platted and wrapped round my cock, he was crazy saying what the fuck and so on .so i did the shocked bit and hiding it bit and as her turned to leave i said loudly dont go dont report me and if you dont i will tell you what i am doing and what happened earlier and anything you ask , so he stopped stilll facing away . so i said i am doing this coz its my secret and i like it, then i said the secret from before is well not to say, well shall i get dressed sir or shall i stay as i am. he said dont know so i said as i am sir please dont say anything and then i sat down and said ask me anything sir , he said how many men are like that i said more than you think,as i am only 11 sir i have known 12 men like that already and not here but all ahve been the same as you know sir , every one has put his cock up me sir and done it and liked it just like some like to hear about it sir, then again he said i must go and report that you are naked and i think something happened before, so i said who with, he had no name. then i said so yhou will say you opened a door to a shed that has nothing to do with you and saw me getting changed then stood here for 20 mins, making me stay nude, and then i said sir sorry but i like how he and now you look at me . he said what are you saying . i said he looked just like you are , and so you know yes sir he did follow me in to this shed and he did take me . and he looked just like you do. domt be silly he said i am not like that, so i said sorry sir then can i get dressed he said ok. so i got my pants and passed them to him and said i have hurt my back will you help please and he said yes so i said hold them on the floor legs open so i can step into them and he did and i stepprd into them. and as he pulled them up i said o sir i wish that as you are pulling my pants up i could pull yours down . he told me to stop being stupid, so matey got what he wanted behind daddys back,
so i stood there before the old man that might be trouble, and got barked at,but i knew he was a ;perve, and so just took a chance he had worked out that matey had fucked me in the shed earlier, and then to his shame he had walked in on me as i changed clothes later that day and as i pretended i didnt know he had walked in and had said nothing he just stood there still and quiet but as i was facing away from him and was naked did not react so instead aced as if i didnt know and stood by the window and started wanking my self and then placed a wooden pole in the bench and clamped it shut still not looking at him covered it in baby iol and in one move sat on the bench and then lifted up and sat down on that pole till it was all in me and i rode it till i looked round and acted shocked and jumped off , so we stood there and looked at each other i could see his bulge and i said what are you doing in here sir i am changing he said that is not how it looked now what is going on, so i said nothing that i dont want sir but that is a big lump in your trousers how long was you watching me before i saw you coz i thought i was in private he said only just i knew he was lying so i said to him did you like watching me sir he got mad and shouted but i said you came in and stood watching with that lump sir and you knew what had happened earlier so why did you walk in i was on my own sir so nothing to catch , he said nothing so i said sir if you promise to say nothing about today i am going to let you fuck me and i am only 11 ,so say
nothing and get ready he was about to shout but i said dont or i wont ride you sir ,and that was the first time i did it so i could feel in charge not a bit of meat and that after noon in your shed the straight nosey old boy from across the way got my arse and a bj.he fucked his first boy then and at his age and loved it, t was on purpose i had made him come and look in the shed and he had seen me stood there naked as he looked and as he walked in i pretended not to know and all in secret so i was
happy. you was my owner in secret, and also in secret that you didnt know your best mate had forced me and now owned my
body for his fun, and in secret the old boy from the allotments had just fucked that arse and neither of you or anyone
knew .f



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this is my story and i should have written it down and then copied it to here as sometimes i get confused and things come out in the wrong order, but all the main points are true and what i have written did actually happen but it still gets mixed up as i try to remember, but i do remember all the main things like the feelings of emptiness and feeling dead inside and the self hate honestly believing that it was all my fault and i deserved everything, that first time after he beat me with a belt and then r**ed me will never leave me, and the first time anything happened just killed me a bit more, like the first time i had to wank him off in the front room as she gave me instructions and was saying things like how tight to hold it and how to stroke it for him and if it felt dry if i had no baby oil to spit on it and to twist my hand as i was doing it and then not having a clue that he was coming and just before he came her telling me to put my other hand in front of the tip and a second or two later being covered in sticky gue, his come then having to go to the toilet and get tissues to clean him up,that was very soon after he r**ed me the first time, and soon after that the first time i had to suck him i will never forget during those first weeks just as i thought it could not get any worse or i could not feel any less of a person and i was as low as possible, something else happened to break me a bit more, it was a sat and i was told to go and get in the bath so i went upstairs to my room and got ready she always had ran the bath a bit before so i got undressed and put a towel around me , then he came in and sat on the edge of my bed so i said i am going for my bath to which he said i minuet boy sit next to me i was told so i did and he said that i was doing well and if i carried on proving my regret by doing as told soon i would win back jis trust would i like that so i said i would (daddy) and with that he said well now you are to do as i say or eles do you understand so i nodded and then he took me by the hair and pushed my head down to his trouseer zip area and as he was holding me head and really twisting my hair told me to undue his trousers and zip now so i did but it was hard, wheh i had he said now as i sit up pull them down to my knees and be quick so he kida raised up on his hand and feet and i grabbed his trousers and pulled them down best as i couls but eventually got them and his pants down he pulled me back in position with my hair then said do as i say and i know mummy has taught you so do a good job or else then i knew what was next, i was looking directly at his cock and balls it was hard and looked weird as i had nebver seen one with a hood as mine was chopped as a younger boy so i was told to hold his cock in one hand so i did then he pushed my head down to it and said you will do as i say or else. now you are going to suckmy cock just like you have been taught and she has done to you do you hear, i said yes and then died just a bit more, so there i was 10 years old already been fucked a good few times and had wanked him off once now i had to suck him and had no choice, so he said like you was taught so i nodded and then reached up and took his hand in mine and said let go then and he did so i did what she sowed just licking the tip and around the head and all that and making it wet with spit , but then when i actually opened my mouth and clamped my lips around it and went down on it as far as i could it tasted musty and was strange so i did as tod and what she had both shown me and done to me and i had done to a toy i did my best but didnt know itf that was enough or i was in for a beating i did it all deep throught and down the sides of it with my mouth and sucking his balls and working him up in speed and having never had come in my mouth before but had been told what men do as they are nearly ready, i thought he was doing that so i put my tounge over the end and just as i did he exploaded but it all just went in the bottom of my mouth like she said it would and one big gulp and it was gone that tasted bitter to be honest , i will never forget that i did hundreds more after that but that first one was soul destroying after that i soon stopped caring and just concentrated on being as good as possible so it finished faster and i got to be the best bj in the world i was told so from then till he let his mate be a test of obediance for me it was only his that i did sometimes just with him sometimes so she could watch and sometimes i just did it with out him saying coz that usually meant if i did it good that he was done for the day and i would not have to let him so a bj was quicker less messy and less maybe being hit during him fucking me or strangeled, the next worst thing i will never forget was being shown the pics and told if i did as told they would remain a secret , i had no midea they was taking pics and if i hadnt let him force me to pretend i was modeling that i could have just ran away before as it was all just threats but now pics making me look like a boy loving being fucked and loved sucking cock. i was done, and knew it, the next thing they did was to make me strip early one morning at the park i used with my friends and i had to do as told by them i had to run across the brooke and run acoss the field in full view if anyone came in the park and as id did what i was told to he said show us where your secret camp is , so he knew it wasnt secret really but just a clearing in the middle of some bushes so i lead them in to it and then e
he said ok good and pushed me down onto my hands a knees and fucked me there as she kept watch out side and after he finished he told me that now i will always think of us being close and showing our love everytime i am in hear with my gang and that he liked that, she said someone is coming a dog walker so he got up and sorted him self out and left me saying best not let him see you had you, so i panicked and ran into the bushes and out the other side and across the brook . i was given my track suiet back and we went home then,the next worst thing they did was tell me to let another man do as he wanted , but as it turned out it wasnt that bad, as i decided to use him.but by the tme my test was told to me sex meant nothing at all to me i felt nothing and as such i found it easy to get through all it was ,to me was a game of acting

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so from then on both were doing it to me ,daddy used to get very violent as he did it sometimes saying that he knew that i had been a dirty tramp but it was just him and his bullying matey was in love and about four months later was when the old man sussed out that matey had fucked me in that shed and had ran off and left me to deal with it and i did by fucking him in the shed and not caring but glad i was not either of theres even if they thought i was,after that as we was being filthy matey told me all the men that were like that, they all knew about me but they thought i didnt know about them and there twisted minds and i knew there was 14 including the two not the old man so was 12 others all had special kids boys and girls i worked out a lot by who they was with but a few didnt show anyone who was their kid,so i was dead inside and needing those pics to get free i was working on matey getting info as he was having the best sex of his life and all from a skinny little kid that about 11ish, so as i had now mastered the act that each got from me different but enouh to not worry about my loyalties so had lots of time to manage them both and even to make matey loose his mind with lust do him during time with them and be risky with it,but as i had only hate for all like them i thought it would be funny to see how many more stabbed them in the back so i set out to show what c**ts all of them were and thought if any of them make a approach and with out me offring say what they want i will just so when i am free i can tell all,the first one was so easy all i said was i needed ten quid to but a crombi but could not earn it and tbh would do anything i was asked for that money , he said dont say that what if someones says a rude thing so i said like what and he said gibve me a bj or similar i looked at him and said if he was nice and swore it was our secret i would and it would be good, i dont care as long as noone finds out, he said i dont believe you so i said well then call my bluff, and he did and said ok, and i said ok what you have to ask me to do somthing for you and say you will pay me ok, so he said i will give you 10 pounds if you suck me off, it was that quick and that easy, so i said where and when and then said keep an eye on me i a bit i will go out side follow me if you want it now, and we went back in the bar and i was collecting glasses so after a bit i walked out side and round the back of the club to the storage area and the old kit dump he folowed a min or so later and we went into a corner in the dark and as we got tere i kissed him full on mouth and said hope this will be worth it and went down and sucked the insides out of his cock and balls and held every drop of his come in my mouth and when he was empty got up and nodded for him to follow in the light just bby the doors in front of people i opened my mouth to him and showed him his come then swallowed it all, he was first of so many that didnt give a shit about loyalty and just wanted to fuck kids, and they all asked and all paid and kept asking for more and if poss i did as they asked . my life was hell and i was acting like a fool and no better than them but i just wanted them to feel hurt when it was time to tell them, i made some strange decisions at that time but never for pleasure or to abuse another ,felt so worthless that letting people pay to fuck me or so i sucked seemed no big issue i hated them and me but when free never looked back. so during hose years 14 men and one woman used me for sex some free and some paid and i was made to do or recive every thing possible sexually except give anal i never was told to do that and still have never done it,

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