I have a hard time controlling my cock sucking urges. I have no idea what that means. I consider myself straight but can't stop thinking about sucking cock. So I don't know what I am. I'm in a relationship with a woman but have this other side to me that only wants sexual experiences from a man not a emotional relationship.

There is this older Dad type that I have had some fun with over the years but it isn't consistent. I sucked his cock 3 times before this last time and swallowed his cum 1 time.

Months went by since I sucked him and I was getting so horny thinking about it. I lost contact with him and had no way of getting a hold of him. One day I was so horny thinking about sucking him that I went by his house unannounced. I knocked on his door not knowing if he was still there. The whole time I felt like such a cocksucking slut going to that extent hoping he was still living there. My plan was to make something up if it wasn't him.

To my excitement he did answer and he knew who I was. I told him I had no idea if he still lived there and wanted to check since we lost touch. He invited me in and of course I went in.

We talked for a bit discussing that we lost touch and could not get a hold of each other. In the back of my mind all I could think about was sucking his dad cock again.

After catching up he asked "well do you have time?" With a distinct look on his face shocked that I was there and excited for the possibility of a blow job.

I was hoping he would ask and told him "yes, but need to make it quick."

He took me to his back room and told me to pull down my pants and get to my knees. I did and at this point was raging hard myself. He pulled down his pants and exposed his cock while laying back on his bed. I was so excited to see his dad cock in front of my face again.

He told me to suck on his balls. I slowy took his smooth balls into my mouth and licked all over them. His cock was growing at the same time. He told me that was enough and to suck on his cock. I did not hesitate and took his hard Dad cock into my mouth. The feeling of his warm smooth hard head and cock sliding into my mouth made me dripping hard.

His laid back on his bed and stared at the ceiling letting out a loud moan. I was so excited to hear that as my mouth, toungue , and lips were pleasing his cock. All I kept hearing was "awwww, mmmmmm, yes."

He stood up and started thrusting his cock in my mouth. I could fee his cock head bouncing off my throat as he moaned. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and I asked what he wants.

He said he just wants to cum and pressed his cock head back on my closed lips as he thrusted his cock back inside my mouth.


I started sucking his cock no hands like he liked bobbing my head back and forth. He kept on moaning. After about a minute of straight sucking him I heard him starting to breathe harder. I sucked him faster and he started moaning louder and louder. I felt his warm sweet cum pump into my mouth as he moaned with pleasure. I swallowed every bit of cum from him as I continued to suck him. After he gets as done I pulled his cock out of my mouth as it was softening and slapped it a few times accross my face and lips.

I stood up with a hard on and he walked to the bathroom to clean up. I felt like such a cock sucking slut and loved it knowing my mouth was just used. He was so satisfied and left trading contacts.

I ended up coming back to his place a month later and he had me stand at his kitchen sink and not say anything when I walked in. The windows were open and curtains too. I could see other houses and they could probably see us.

He walked over to me and got behind me. Started rubbing my ass and pulled my pants down. He pulled his pants down and I can I could feel his cock rubbing on my ass cheeks.

He lubed up his cock and started sliding his cock in the top part of my ass cheeks. His cock would slip down and I could feel the pressure of his hard cock near my ass hole. He put his cock back to the top of my ass cheeks and continued to hump me. He grabbed my hips and I heard a moan as I felt his warm cum drip down my ass crack. He wiped me up with a towel and I left. I could feel his cum on my boxers and ass stil. It was smooth rubbing all over me.

I don't know what it is about him but I can't stop wanting to suck his cock, swallow , and possibly have him stick his cock in my ass.

Im such a cocksucking slut with him.