In my late teens I hung out at this coffee shop with some other guys from school. We would go there late at night and hang out, drink coffee and talk. From time to time we saw other regulars come and go, and one night I saw one of my Uncle's friends walk in. He sat at the counter. A friend of mine saw me and asked if I knew him. He said he knew him too, he was always out looking for a guy to get in his car with him, he was gay and was looking to pick up a guy.

First I heard of him being gay. I got my friend off to one side and asked him how he knew that? Did that man pick him up? I told him that I had sucked my neighbor once when we were kids. I asked him if he ever sucked someone. We got deep into it and I asked him if he liked sucking a guy because I did. I had only sucked my neighbor but I liked it. He finally broke down and told me that he had been picked up by the man at the counter, my Uncle's friend.

I asked him if he had been fucked, did they kiss, did he suck him, did the man suck him? I wanted details, very intimate details. While I was talking to him, pressing him to tell me more I had a very hard erection in my pants, I told my friend and put his hand on my erection. I was hot by then and I said that we could go out to the car and I would suck him or he could suck me, but we should go right then.

In the car, in the back seat I sucked him, swallowed him. I held him in my hand and masturbated him, I got my pants off and asked him to get behind me. Somehow in that back seat we got hooked up and I had my first penetration. We swore never to tell anyone what we did. We did it often, he was definitely the top of the two of us and we found places to go, including parking in the car, in dark places in the park, at his house one night when his parents were out. Our senior year was our year.

When I got back for the summer between my junior and senior year of college I ran into my Uncle's friend. He was at the bank and we were in line together and we talked. He was strangely handsome to me, up close like that and our conversation continued after we had done our business with the cashiers. He invited me to lunch and we went to this café and took a table in the back. He was interested in my college and he offered to show me his business and things went on from there. We went over to his business, a small assembly business and ended up in his office. By then it was past four o'clock, we had spent all afternoon together. By then I was really interested in him, remembering what my high school friend had told me. I told him I was in town and didn't have anything particular to do.

A couple of days later he called me at home, said he wanted me to come over and see if I wanted a summer job. The interview was more talking about the same things we had talked about. He offered me a job working with his buyers as an unpaid apprentice. I took the job anyway. One of the buyers got along with him, and he and I became friends and I learned that he never dated girls and one night after work we went to his apartment and we had sex. I had been alone for quite a while and it felt so good I spent the night with him. He told our boss.

The day it happened with our boss we were invited out to this small country house. Just the three of us. We got down into some swimming trunks to swim in the pond and that turned into a skinny dipping time. Out there on the grass, I sucked off my coworker and our boss sucked us both. We went back inside to have sex, my boss went first, he came prepared and had condoms and lubricants. After he was done my coworker had his turn. Later, I was invited to this party with my coworker. It was four older men, all business men in town and there were four of us college age guys. It was a gang bang, any hole would do. It was my first adult party like that. It wasn't my last, we had parties every two weeks or so, at one or the other hotel and once in a large room at the hotel on the other side of town. No clothes, no barriers, anyone for anyone.

The group was secret, sworn to secrecy, some of these men are well known in town.