Straight Female / 23
First I want to day I am not a p**ophile. Real life accounts of kids in sexual situations truly sickens me. What I'm about to say worries me.
I like to imagine my younger self being fucked. When I am having sex with my boyfriend, I like to pretend his huge cock is fucking younger me who was just discovering masturbation. Like, 11/12 years old. That was the age I had my first orgasm, and masturbated every day for weeks. I used to play little dress up games in front of the mirror, pretending to get gang r**ed. I like to think of my now boyfriend (39) fucking that little girl silly
I also think back to when I was even younger, and had a pervert neighbor who tried to lure kids in his house with candy. We were too smart, but now I like to dream about being trapped in a house with him, and what he would do to 7 me. Also there was a neighbor across the street, and once I drew on his house with chalk. I like to imagine him snatching me up and getting aroused while shaking me, and taking out his dick and running it all over me and scaring me, and then cumming all over me
I have a real desire to be treated like a little girl and be sexually dominated, and I secretly act or out with my boyfriend sometimes.
These desires are rooted in severe daddy issues, but it's still bad because that's like imagining CP, right?
I like to imagine my younger self being fucked. When I am having sex with my boyfriend, I like to pretend his huge cock is fucking younger me who was just discovering masturbation. Like, 11/12 years old. That was the age I had my first orgasm, and masturbated every day for weeks. I used to play little dress up games in front of the mirror, pretending to get gang r**ed. I like to think of my now boyfriend (39) fucking that little girl silly
I also think back to when I was even younger, and had a pervert neighbor who tried to lure kids in his house with candy. We were too smart, but now I like to dream about being trapped in a house with him, and what he would do to 7 me. Also there was a neighbor across the street, and once I drew on his house with chalk. I like to imagine him snatching me up and getting aroused while shaking me, and taking out his dick and running it all over me and scaring me, and then cumming all over me
I have a real desire to be treated like a little girl and be sexually dominated, and I secretly act or out with my boyfriend sometimes.
These desires are rooted in severe daddy issues, but it's still bad because that's like imagining CP, right?
