Sean and I were best friends in high school. Sara moved in next door and was in her mid 30's. She had a daughter who was a few years younger than us. Sara would buy us beer and let us drink only with her. I was shy and didn't do anything when Sara would flirt with me. Sean was a different story. He flirted with her and before you knew it, they were having sex. Sara was an exhibitionist who loved to have people watch her nude or having sex. I could go on and on about some of the stuff she did, but that isn't the point of this confession.

The first time stand and Sara had sex in front of me, I was shocked and stunned by the sheer size of his cock. He was huge and very impressive. It was beyond me how Sara handled that cock, but she was a pro and willingly took the whole thing no matter if she was sucking on it or had in her pussy or ass. It was like watching a live porn movie. During this period, I did see many many first in my life and was involved in many first experiences as well.

It was a summer morning about nine when Sean's mom left for the day. I had spent the night at Sean's house. As soon as his mom pulled away from the house, we ran next door and walked in the back door of Sara's house. Her daughter was asleep and so was Sara. I sat in the living room while Sean went into Sara's bedroom. Five minutes later Sara walks out in a skimpy nightie. She said hi and got a drink. Sean sat near me on the couch. When Sara walked back in, she put her hair up and tied it back then kneeled on the ground and took out Sean's cock. She was giving him head when her daughter walked out and told her mom she was disgusting. That happened regularly. How that girl didn't become a porn star or stripper is beyond me. Her daughter got dressed and left. By this time, Sara is straddling Sean on the couch as they fuck. Sara whispered something to Sean and soon Sean asked if I wanted to join them. I was very reluctant and when pressed why, I said that it would be embarrassing having my cock next to Sean. Both of them told me not to worry about that and pleaded until I relented. This was my first threesome. Sara kneeled in front of me and gave me head as Sean kneeled behind Sara and fucked her. I came quickly and that was it as I watched them continue.

After my first experience, I felt more confident to do more things. I would fuck Sara while she gave Sean head or vice versa. Once in a while she would jack us both off, but as far as threesomes go, it was pretty vanilla. That all changed when Sara was at my house swimming in our pool with Sean and Sara's daughter. Sara said she wanted Sean and I both at the same time. Her daughter stayed in the pool, and no, we never had sex with the daughter. The three of us walked in the house. We quickly became naked and laid Sara on the dining room floor to try this sexual act she desired. Everyone soon realized it wouldn't work, so we headed to my bed. Sean laid back on my bed. Sara laid on top of him then I stood at the edge of the bed. Sara had lubed up Sean and as he was trying to reach back to insert his cock in her ass, the lube and positioning just didn't work. He asked me to help him. I reached down and felt his huge throbbing coo in my hand. I was not gay and never thought about cock, but I really liked what I felt. I helped him enter her then I went into her pussy. We did many variations of this position.

As new sexual acts became the norm, they had to change it up. Sean laid on the bed on his back. Sara straddled him and fucked him for a few seconds then she laid back on top of Sean. Her back on his chest. Sean's cock was in her pussy when Sara told me to insert my cock in her. Puzzled, I asked how am I going to fuck your ass in this position. They both laughed and told me to jam my cock in her pussy. Puzzled again, I mentioned that Sean was already in there. Sara said put yours in there too. Sean told me to do it and she candle it. I tried, but couldn't get it to go. Sara told me to lube it up. After a bunch of lube, I tried again but nothing. Sara told me to force it in, which I finally had to do. As I went in and out, the feeling of my cock rubbing against Sean's massive cock was more than I could handle. I came quickly. I wanted to do that again, which we did many times. We even did that in her ass several times.

Being an expert at two cocks, Sara began trying to give us head when our cocks were together. She wasn't able to perfect that approach, but she sure tried. One day the three of us were in Sean's bedroom messing around and watching porn while his mom was in the kitchen. She knew what was going on, but acted like she was oblivious to it all. Sean was nude as usual and Sara had me get nude. She was still dressed, but had Sean lay back on his bed. I stood at the edge and she positioned us to where our cocks were together. She poured on the lube and began jacking us off. It felt really good. Sean came first then I came. We both shot our cum all over his stomach and chest. He reached down and ran his finger through the cum and put it in his mouth. He did this a few times before Sara began licking it all up.

The three of us continued our sexual threesomes, but I'm going to focus on something else that began to happen. Sean and I would drive around in his truck or my car. One night he wanted to drive my car. It was unusual, but I had driven his truck, so whatever. A little while into it, he reached over and began rubbing my cock over my jeans. I didn't say a word and let him do it. He tried to unfasten my jeans, but it didn't work. I had to do that and took out my semi hard cock. He slowly began stroking me. I told him to stop because I didn't want to cum all over my car. Sean drove to a gas station and went to the bathroom then came back out. He began stroking me until I was hard again. At that point, he pulled over and put the condom on me. He continued driving and stroking my cock. I loved it and filled the condom.

Once done, Sean was headed back on a dead end road. He pulled into a field and asked me to return the favor. I began rubbing his cock until it was hard. I put on the condom and tried to jack him off, but it was difficult because of the positioning. We got out of the car and stood in front while I tried to jack him off, but it wasn't working the best. I got down on my knees and was able to jack him off. His cock was inches from my lips and I wanted it so bad. He finally came and in the moonlight and lights on the car, I could see his cum filled condom. My cock was still out, but now hard as a rock. With his cock now going limp in front of me and seeing the cum, I acted without any thought and slowly put his condom covered cock in my mouth. It was slow and gentle. Out I went then back in. Out again and back in. My cock was so hard. I kept going and would use my tongue to lick the cum tipped condom. That is when I came again. We both took off our own condoms and cleaned up with some napkins. We sat there leaning against the car with our cocks hanging out not saying a word, just thinking about what happened.

I was confused about my sexuality after that night. Because of this I refrained from Sean and sex with Sara. They both seemed to understand. I began dating different girls and enjoyed the sex.

A few years had passed and Sean and I were now in college. We were back in town the same weekend and met up for a few drinks. We went riding around and out to his family farm. Sitting on the back of his tailgate talking about Sara and old times. Sean stood up and walked about ten feet away to pee. After shaking it off, I told him to leave it out. He asked if I was sure. He sat on the tailgate very close to me. I kept looking at his huge cock and finally reached over to touch it. I was fully erect now. I pulled Sean up to stand while I kneeled in front of him. I leaned in to kiss the head of his cock a few times. I moved up kissing the shaft and finally pulled his pants and underwear to his ankles as I kissed the base of his cock and his balls. I kept kissing, but he became erect. I stopped and Sean asked me to continue. What I realized is that I only enjoyed his cock when it was flaccid. After he became soft, I put his cock in my mouth and sucked on it until he became stiff. Again I stopped. Finally, I took out my cock and with one hand began jacking off while sucking his cock. He became fully erect and I continued. I was getting really excited and begged him to cum. He shot a load of cum in my mouth as I sucked it all down while shooting cum from my cock.

Ever since that night, we have given each other head countless times. There is no kissing and little desire to put our cocks in each other's asses. I will admit that we have tried it and it is fun in the right mood, but mainly we enjoy sucking each other off.

I know that is gay, but I have no desire to suck a cock other than Sean. I don't look at guys wanting their cock. I'm not attracted to any guy, even Sean. Guess I'm just attracted to his cock.