1980 I was 15 years old and jerking off anywhere and everywhere. Staying at my uncle's place in Maine I found his stash of titty books in his shed. I was in there jerking off three times a day. One day just as I start cumming my fat loudmouth man hating aunt is just standing there watching me jerk my load out with a disgusted look on her face. She just watches and as I finish she says "disgusting" and then says "clean up that fucking mess." The rest of the time I'm there she makes comments to me about it and says I'm a pervert and tells me she better not find any of my "nasty mess" anywhere. She emasculated me long before I knew what that word even meant. I've always been submissive to women ever since. Especially bigger women who don't like men. Sometimes when I masturbate now I fantasize about some other fat overbearing bitch catching me and belittling me until I cum and then makes me clean it up while she humiliates me.