i been hooking up with this older black dude from work. it started out pretty cool, watching sports, drinking beet, just hanging out but he worked on my horny fast and had me sucking his dick. Now tho, since i let him fuck my ass his attitude has changed. Like he's getting off being kinda mean, making me kiss his ass, but not a in hot way cause he knows im not into it, but its like he don't care at all anymore he just does what he wants to get off. The weird thing is his indifference is even hotter, even when he gets pissed or kinda abusive this whole thing is disturbing but im really attracted to this guy and hate that i love the way he treats me.