I found out that my soon to be ex husband shared a video of him and I in bed with his friends. I never thought he would do something like that and it was after one of them had a bachelor party. Now the thought of moving out of town is a real possibility. I saw one of his friends two days ago and he seemed friendlier then usual. About an hour later I got a text from this married creep saying he knows how much I enjoy sucking cock and he equally enjoys having it done to him especially by someone as pretty as I am. My heart stopped and all I could think about was the things I said and did in the video. My soon to be ex and I like to talk when giving each other oral pleasures. In the video he went on about how an experience from my past with an older cousin and a few of his friends gets him so excited. My round of dirty talking went further into details about what the 5 of us did and how it all transpired which to this day, still gives me tingle down there.
The same creep just texted me yesterday asking if I would be willing to meet him and every body else for that matter so we could discuss how I might have to do some trading in order to keep my son from seeing his hot mom getting down and dirty. My soon to be ex had commented on how my teenage son, his step son, looks at me in a not so normal way. To be honest, if he only knew how I am quite aware of that, it would just fan the flames I am next to right now. My soon to be ex called me late last night but I didn't answer. I have been calling him since teh minute his friend starting texting me and he never answered.
The bad part of all of this is that last night I was going through things in my mind where I do meet them and things turn out like the experience in my past. Then I dreamt of my son sitting there watching the video with his fat dick in his hand. The flame thing I mentioned before have to do with my son exposing himself to me when my soon to be ex was living here and right after he left. Now that we are alone I lock my door when I am not home and even when I sleep. I was in denial right after he left that someone was going through my personal stuff. The day after my son exposed himself to me for the second time, I found some dried up stains on my underwear and they were not from me.
I love my son but was disgusted at what he was doing. Dreaming about him masterbating while watching me in bed has me going absolutely crazy. I know if he catches me at the wrong time with the right amoiunt of alcohol in me, things may end up going where they shouldn't.